LifeFuel Graycel diary- entry 1

[resting]

Graycel diary- entry1

Was on the train and had 4 beers (don’t even drink). Smoke cigarettes (don’t even smoke)

Sleeping on some sofa. Just exercising my free will, feel alive as opposed to sitting at my screen. Still a ray of hope in me, hope everyone else is well.

 

[4sez]

Can't wait for the journey to paragon!

 

[chudjak]

Hope for what

 

[JKlancecaster069]

What specific beers did you drink?

 

[resting]

Hope for what

Feeling Christ’s embrace

 

[resting]

What specific beers did you drink?

2 perła
2 more perła in that order

 

[chudjak]

Feeling Christ’s embrace

Sorry but it's over for christcels

 

[resting]

Sorry but it's over for christcels

If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.

 

[chudjak]

If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.

jesus protected a whore from getting stoned, remember he was here for the prostitute roasties.

 

[resting]

jesus protected a whore from getting stoned, remember he was here for the prostitute roasties.

Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
I don’t agree with protecting the whore, but as a sinner who am I to cast judgement.

 

[chudjak]

Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
I don’t agree with protecting the whore, but as a sinner who am I to cast judgement.

Do whatever you want to whoever you want (within bounds of the law), it's not like they value you any more than you value them, this philosophy is more about turning the other cheek to their trespasses against you than being fair. This world isn't fair, and if it was then most of these people would be suffering much worse than us

 

[SupremeAutist]

 

[resting]

Do whatever you want to whoever you want (within bounds of the law), it's not like they value you any more than you value them, this philosophy is more about turning the other cheek to their trespasses against you than being fair. This world isn't fair, and if it was then most of these people would be suffering much worse than us

The philosophy is more about not being vengeful, just don’t gaf. It’s retarded to cast judgement if you also do wrong. If the world is unfair why contribute to evil when you can contribute nothing instead

 

[chudjak]

The philosophy is more about not being vengeful, just don’t gaf. It’s retarded to cast judgement if you also do wrong. If the world is unfair why contribute to evil when you can contribute nothing instead

Why not be vengeful? I've had enough of the fucking self punishing and abuser protecting ideology pushed on losers. It's only put on us. Chads, foids, even normies do whatever they want to us and yet anything we do back is wrong and petty. What about what they did? No I'm not gonna fucking forget about it, they are in a constant state of being like this, it isn't just the past, it's reality

 

[resting]

Why not be vengeful? I've had enough of the fucking self punishing and abuser protecting ideology pushed on losers. It's only put on us. Chads, foids, even normies do whatever they want to us and yet anything we do back is wrong and petty. What about what they did? No I'm not gonna fucking forget about it, they are in a constant state of being like this, it isn't just the past, it's reality

It’s a harsh cycle, but the ones you hate don’t sit around dwelling on their actions meanwhile you carry the weight of what they’ve done. Letting bitterness control you keeps you weak and keeps allowing these things to happen to you.

I stopped giving a f and gained lightness to my being, it’s still not nice but just about bearable. It allowed me to drink these beers on the train

 

[chudjak]

the ones you hate don’t sit around dwelling on their actions meanwhile you carry the weight of what they’ve done

Exactly, they will completely shatter you and then forget you exist, why the fuck would I sit here and rot drinking beer until I'm 80 years old when there are people out there who shit all over me and are still having fun? Forget about chaining yourself up and go be mean to them

 

[resting]

Exactly, they will completely shatter you and then forget you exist, why the fuck would I sit here and rot drinking beer until I'm 80 years old when there are people out there who shit all over me and are still having fun? Forget about chaining yourself up and go be mean to them

You make good point chudjak, you are free to bind yourself to the chains of vengeance, is it even worth it though if they shit on you and don’t think about it twice for you to spend time and emotion to get back when they’ve long forgotten of you?

 

[Emba]

Strong diarrhea bro

 

[chudjak]

is it even worth it though

"You had a hundred billion chances and ways to have avoided today. But you decided to spill my blood. You forced me into a corner and gave me only one option. The decision was yours."
There's really nothing else for us. The world hasn't offered us anything, there's nothing. It's not like I am going to valiantly sacrifice myself for others, all past good deeds have been repaid in pain and no selflessness goes unpunished. They don't deserve our love.

We were created to be shunned, we are made ugly and repulsive because we are the villains, that is it. Might as well accept our purpose
Thread 'I am the trope' https://incels.is/threads/i-am-the-trope.706033/

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Sounds brutal

 

[resting]

Strong diarrhea bro

Toe curling

 

[Cincel]

Your dairy is more entertaining than all my post together based

Nice to having you aboard