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I was having a dream about three forum. Some context : (I have long dreams all connected into one) basically everything was not going well and people were after me. I needed to hand something in to someone because there was increasing turmoil and just a bunch of stuff that you can't explain. Anyway so @FrailPaleStaleMale I remember sent me a message saying "alpha time, we have to save the village" (the village being .is for some reason). I had to calm everyone down and that was the last thing that happened before it got scary. It was pretty weird that I got this message, as you're not supposed to be able to read in dreams. Maybe it was just one of the things you know in your head.
I woke up and there was a bell ringing in my ear, like a doorbell. I thought it was going to be frail or someone coming to give me something, but then I sense that it's not. Bear in mind I'm not aware that I'm asleep right now. My neck is cranes somewhere uncomfortably to the left, so I can't see the door into my room from my bed. But my dream/nightmare sixth sense kicked in and told me that my door had been opened. I could really feel their breath. I tried to scream but everytime I tried to turn my head to see it, i couldn't; it was stuck in place. My mouth was making a soy face but nothing came out. It felt as though I was almost lagging, as my hand and head felt as though they were moving, but fell back into place in sensation afterwards (as in, I could feel them move but they weren't). Bear in mind that I wasn't aware that I was in a nightmare.
This is where it gets really scary, at least for me. It's very difficult to explain. Whatever was entering my room that I couldn't see changed it's presence into my mother. I could picture her while paralysed. I thought that I was in real life, and that she would help me, seeing as I'm currently flailing about in my mind but not actually moving. She did nothing even as I gasped for air. Then I could feel my hand being stopped almost. The rest I can't really explain because it's either out of my mind now or my ability to put thoughts into words is too limited.
I think the meaning of this dream was because I do not have a great relationship with my mother, and it's also kind of a recurring dream involving large unseen creatures entering my room and me being unable to scream or move, and my mother never coming to help. This one was by far the most terrifying one because of how vivid it was and I wanted to record it as soon as I woke up so sorry for the autistic writing.
I'm literally literally shaking right now. It's very difficult to describe but that was pure trepidation. I guess that's it. This happened about 10 minutes ago by now and I don't remember where the dream ended but things happened that caused emotions which I can't explain at all so it's better to just leave them out: consider the fact that I'm mostly void of any emotion and it made for an overwhelming experience. Maybe it was a metaphor for me not being able to express myself. Who knows... Anyways it's been about 10-15 minutes and I can confirm that that was probably the scariest experience of my life. Thx for reading I just wanted to write it down somewhere so I don't forget it. I know I did forget a couple of things.
It's 5 something am btw I can't fucking see the time eyes are blurry which is why the writing is all over the shop.
I woke up and there was a bell ringing in my ear, like a doorbell. I thought it was going to be frail or someone coming to give me something, but then I sense that it's not. Bear in mind I'm not aware that I'm asleep right now. My neck is cranes somewhere uncomfortably to the left, so I can't see the door into my room from my bed. But my dream/nightmare sixth sense kicked in and told me that my door had been opened. I could really feel their breath. I tried to scream but everytime I tried to turn my head to see it, i couldn't; it was stuck in place. My mouth was making a soy face but nothing came out. It felt as though I was almost lagging, as my hand and head felt as though they were moving, but fell back into place in sensation afterwards (as in, I could feel them move but they weren't). Bear in mind that I wasn't aware that I was in a nightmare.
This is where it gets really scary, at least for me. It's very difficult to explain. Whatever was entering my room that I couldn't see changed it's presence into my mother. I could picture her while paralysed. I thought that I was in real life, and that she would help me, seeing as I'm currently flailing about in my mind but not actually moving. She did nothing even as I gasped for air. Then I could feel my hand being stopped almost. The rest I can't really explain because it's either out of my mind now or my ability to put thoughts into words is too limited.
I think the meaning of this dream was because I do not have a great relationship with my mother, and it's also kind of a recurring dream involving large unseen creatures entering my room and me being unable to scream or move, and my mother never coming to help. This one was by far the most terrifying one because of how vivid it was and I wanted to record it as soon as I woke up so sorry for the autistic writing.
I'm literally literally shaking right now. It's very difficult to describe but that was pure trepidation. I guess that's it. This happened about 10 minutes ago by now and I don't remember where the dream ended but things happened that caused emotions which I can't explain at all so it's better to just leave them out: consider the fact that I'm mostly void of any emotion and it made for an overwhelming experience. Maybe it was a metaphor for me not being able to express myself. Who knows... Anyways it's been about 10-15 minutes and I can confirm that that was probably the scariest experience of my life. Thx for reading I just wanted to write it down somewhere so I don't forget it. I know I did forget a couple of things.
It's 5 something am btw I can't fucking see the time eyes are blurry which is why the writing is all over the shop.
