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A_Broken_Person
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My birthday was pretty brural, nobody gave a shit, it was abunduntly clear that nobody wanted to spend time with me and I was alone for most of the day.
There were some nice tidbits though in which people did do some things, like some gifts and looking through my childhood memory box - there were many sad things I found though, like 6 year old me in my messy writing venting about how I had no friends and how nobody is going to love me. I guess a part of me, even in childhood, always knew.
At night I got super drunk in an effort to be less miserable and started going on about how I hated the jews in front of everyone and now things are awkward and I am really sleepy from it all
There were some nice tidbits though in which people did do some things, like some gifts and looking through my childhood memory box - there were many sad things I found though, like 6 year old me in my messy writing venting about how I had no friends and how nobody is going to love me. I guess a part of me, even in childhood, always knew.
At night I got super drunk in an effort to be less miserable and started going on about how I hated the jews in front of everyone and now things are awkward and I am really sleepy from it all