Spooky_Heejin
Sgt. Greycel
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For months now I've been battling the urges of two things
1: Swallowing a .357
2: Resisting the urge to unironically commit a mass shooting
I have been on meds now for about 5-6 years. Zoloft, Abilify, and adderall (Over a dozen other meds that I was a Ginny pig on)
I got off these meds 2 months ago. I no longer have dreams of committing mass shootings, thoughts of committing mass shootings are gone, I haven't had anywhere as many urges on wanting to kill myself, I'm less violent and don't get as angry, etc.
What the fuck are in these meds? The people that have committed mass shootings, what meds were they on? It has to play a roll in why they would want to gun down innocent people. Shit's getting fucking weird (in a good way) being off of them. I feel sharper, less zombie like, happier, AND NOT WANTING TO GUN PEOPLE DOWN.
Unlikely Conspiracy: CIA have implanted me with an MK Ultra like experiment to have gun down innocents so the second amendment gets taken away.
Likely Conspiracy: I had terrible side effects from the medication.
Fuck my psychiatrist. I hope the plastic ends on his shoelaces comes off and his wife fucks up his christmas dinner. This guy is scum for putting me on these meds and not noticing the signs to take me off. Instead, his solution was to put me on EVEN MORE FUCKING MEDS MAKING ALL OF THIS WORSE.
1: Swallowing a .357
2: Resisting the urge to unironically commit a mass shooting
I have been on meds now for about 5-6 years. Zoloft, Abilify, and adderall (Over a dozen other meds that I was a Ginny pig on)
I got off these meds 2 months ago. I no longer have dreams of committing mass shootings, thoughts of committing mass shootings are gone, I haven't had anywhere as many urges on wanting to kill myself, I'm less violent and don't get as angry, etc.
What the fuck are in these meds? The people that have committed mass shootings, what meds were they on? It has to play a roll in why they would want to gun down innocent people. Shit's getting fucking weird (in a good way) being off of them. I feel sharper, less zombie like, happier, AND NOT WANTING TO GUN PEOPLE DOWN.
Unlikely Conspiracy: CIA have implanted me with an MK Ultra like experiment to have gun down innocents so the second amendment gets taken away.
Likely Conspiracy: I had terrible side effects from the medication.
Fuck my psychiatrist. I hope the plastic ends on his shoelaces comes off and his wife fucks up his christmas dinner. This guy is scum for putting me on these meds and not noticing the signs to take me off. Instead, his solution was to put me on EVEN MORE FUCKING MEDS MAKING ALL OF THIS WORSE.