I had my first crush when I was 13 . She had fair skin and asian eyes. I would look at her everyday and romanticize about her when I got home. Our classes changed and I didnt see her for a year. I made a new crush when I was 14. I also made a friend this year.We would play league and discuss about nerdy stuff together. We had very similar personalities. He was also an outcast like me(or so I thought). Turns out he has had 3 girlfriends at the age of 14 and had fucked 2 of them. Those 2 were none other than my crushes. Then I went into depression and became blackpilled. I learned that the reason he had these sexual experiences at such a young age while I rotted was that he was 6'2(at 14) and handsome chadlite while I was an incel.This proves that personality doesn't matter.Foids would come approach him in public to get his instagram while they ignored me. In typical normie fashion, he would make fun of me and started fights with me to gain female attention in class.Shortly after these incidents I stopped talking to him.
