Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I've been trying lately to not think about how I'm an incel and all the things I've missed out on etc...
And then I had to go outside today for the first time in weeks.
It was just for 20 minutes, but immediately all I could think about is inceldom. Merely seeing 22 year old foids reminds me of how I've been literally rotting for the past 15 years, doing nothing but wasting time, not even enjoying myself.
Even if I magically became a Chad tomorrow, it wouldn't fix the fact that I completely wasted the supposed best years of my life, my prime, my youth. That I'll never get to experience the absolutely fundamental part of life that is dating the opposite sex when you're young and they're young too. Even if I stopped being an incel somehow, I'm too old now. Women my age already lost a lot of the feminine qualities that makes them attractive, and they're just looking to settle down and suck the soul out of you with marriage and a child.
And yet I know that if I had a time machine and went back, I would just rot again for another 15 years. I'm just that fucking stupid and full of mental disorders.
And then I had to go outside today for the first time in weeks.
It was just for 20 minutes, but immediately all I could think about is inceldom. Merely seeing 22 year old foids reminds me of how I've been literally rotting for the past 15 years, doing nothing but wasting time, not even enjoying myself.
Even if I magically became a Chad tomorrow, it wouldn't fix the fact that I completely wasted the supposed best years of my life, my prime, my youth. That I'll never get to experience the absolutely fundamental part of life that is dating the opposite sex when you're young and they're young too. Even if I stopped being an incel somehow, I'm too old now. Women my age already lost a lot of the feminine qualities that makes them attractive, and they're just looking to settle down and suck the soul out of you with marriage and a child.
And yet I know that if I had a time machine and went back, I would just rot again for another 15 years. I'm just that fucking stupid and full of mental disorders.