Inb4 water thread
I've grown numb to being mogged by people in HS, seeing couples, being shorter than everyone else, ect. My social anxiety spikes to a critical level when I'm outside but that's about it.
But whenever I go to my local McSlop for some food I keep getting stared at by chad and his stacys and its pure suifuel
because i know they see me as a freak
even the way I walk is wrong, too stiff, but I can't change it. Of course chad doesn't care and continues to spike my anxiety even further by constantly looking at me like i'm the next Christian Weston Chandler. I don't want to be stared at constantly, just let me fucking eat in peace
I always hyperfixate on coming off as normal and not creepy but not because I'm secretly normalfagmaxxing or some other esoteric shit. No.
I just want to be background noise. Invisible. I want to be left the fuck alone. I just want to eat my fucking food and go back to my shitty room so I can rot in peace
Of course normiefaggotry runs deep in everyone I meet so they have to keep staring at me no matter what I do, how I dress or how 'relaxed' I look while I eat my shity 2$ cheeseburger goyslop. They have to keep staring at me just to show how disfigured I am. How disgusted they are by my presence coming upon their sense of sight.
It's how people show that you don't fit in, that you shouldn't appear somewhere. Imagine you saw CWC or some other lolcow at the street. You'd stare at him, right? Maybe if you are low inhib enough you'll even mess with them. That's what they do. They stare at us until we feel uncomfortable. You can tell that every foid passing you or me by thinks the same thing. I wish they could just ignore me and not rub it in my face.
I've grown numb to being mogged by people in HS, seeing couples, being shorter than everyone else, ect. My social anxiety spikes to a critical level when I'm outside but that's about it.
But whenever I go to my local McSlop for some food I keep getting stared at by chad and his stacys and its pure suifuel
because i know they see me as a freak even the way I walk is wrong, too stiff, but I can't change it. Of course chad doesn't care and continues to spike my anxiety even further by constantly looking at me like i'm the next Christian Weston Chandler
. I don't want to be stared at constantly, just let me fucking eat in peace I always hyperfixate on coming off as normal and not creepy but not because I'm secretly normalfagmaxxing or some other esoteric shit. No.
I just want to be background noise. Invisible. I want to be left the fuck alone. I just want to eat my fucking food and go back to my shitty room so I can rot in peace
Of course normiefaggotry runs deep in everyone I meet so they have to keep staring at me no matter what I do, how I dress or how 'relaxed' I look while I eat my shity 2$ cheeseburger goyslop. They have to keep staring at me just to show how disfigured I am. How disgusted they are by my presence coming upon their sense of sight.
It's how people show that you don't fit in, that you shouldn't appear somewhere. Imagine you saw CWC or some other lolcow at the street. You'd stare at him, right? Maybe if you are low inhib enough you'll even mess with them. That's what they do. They stare at us until we feel uncomfortable. You can tell that every foid passing you or me by thinks the same thing
. I wish they could just ignore me and not rub it in my face.
