BlkPillPres
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You've all heard the typical normie advice of "just go out and do some things you enjoy" and/or "eat healthy and stay fit", they don't seem to get that these things can't really be enjoyed by someone who is sexually starved and/or doesn't have a partner
I was watching a stand up comedy special recently (on my computer obviously) and I noticed something so obvious that for some reason I never noticed before (probably because I was just focused on the comedian and their jokes). All these shows and specials are littered with couple pairings sitting next to eachother, the only time I ever saw someone who looked like they were alone, they were female
As an incel you can't even really enjoy laughter or going out to "have fun" because all you are going to see is couples having fun enjoying something you have yearned for and never experienced.
It really made me think, imagine planning to go to the next show of your favorite comedian, you buy the ticket, its pricey but you think its worth the entertainment, you pay for your flight (if required) and sit through the hours of waiting to get there, you arrive at the outlet and take your seat, you start to notice one by one the room gets flooded by couples, cuddling, holding hands, giggling, but you ignore it because you are here for the show so it doesn't really bug you, the show starts and as the show goes on a joke about sex always comes up, and at each of these jokes you can see couples around you sending IOI's and giving each other "the look", and you are just there, in the moment, unable to "participate"
You see, these shows are more than just about the actual show contrary to what everyone will tell you, there's a social element to it, really and truly you shouldn't even be there if you don't have a partner because you can't take part in a core aspect of the experience (laughing together).
Also in that scenario you now have to hope that he doesn't switch to "insult comic mode" and point out the fact that you are there on your own. You could go to the show with a friend I guess, but the loneliness of not having a romantic partner will still be foisted in your face over and over and over.
You can't even enjoy a public performance that's sole purpose is to make you happy, because that performance essentially revolves around something you can't get and have never experienced, watching comedy behind a screen is enjoyable, but at the actual event it would be a completely different experience, because you won't be disconnected from the audience and the social aspect of the show, aspects that you can't participate in, and will make you feel less than throughout the entire experience
Now on the topic of health, recently I started to take a multivitamin, about a week in of taking this daily multivitamin, my libido shot up. All I could do was laugh as I realized there is no fucking escape. I take a multivitamin to boost my health so I can be somewhat happy, and it has that effect, but it also boosts my libido, which makes he hornier than ever, which makes me think about sex more and yearn for it more, which makes me more depressed than usual, and when I'm depressed, I just end up eating fast food JFL
I know, I know, "just don't eat fast food"
True, I could do that, but at those moments I literally feel like dying, and good tasting food gives me the dopamine spike I need to keep going, I seriously just feel like dying, like it would be a blessing if died on the spot, I feel completely drained. Eating fast food and putting on a little weight seems like a small tradeoff to get rid of that level of depression
What normies don't seem to get is that being "healthy" means that your body will function at its optimum, and if you are functioning at your optimum so is your sex drive, so imagine if I were exercising and fit on top of supplementing, I'd probably be even more horny and then even more depressed and tired of life
Everything in life as a biological creature comes down to sex, EVERYTHING
There's is practically nothing you can enjoy, if your sex needs aren't being met, because THEY ARE ALL INTERTWINED
One thing I will never stop doing is wealthmaxxing, because it is the only path a man has to changing his life, but when it comes to a lot of other stuff, I can completely understand the LDAR mentality, when faced with the ABSOLUTE FUTILITY of trying to ignore/escape ones sex drive, basically everything revolves around sex.
I was watching a stand up comedy special recently (on my computer obviously) and I noticed something so obvious that for some reason I never noticed before (probably because I was just focused on the comedian and their jokes). All these shows and specials are littered with couple pairings sitting next to eachother, the only time I ever saw someone who looked like they were alone, they were female
As an incel you can't even really enjoy laughter or going out to "have fun" because all you are going to see is couples having fun enjoying something you have yearned for and never experienced.
It really made me think, imagine planning to go to the next show of your favorite comedian, you buy the ticket, its pricey but you think its worth the entertainment, you pay for your flight (if required) and sit through the hours of waiting to get there, you arrive at the outlet and take your seat, you start to notice one by one the room gets flooded by couples, cuddling, holding hands, giggling, but you ignore it because you are here for the show so it doesn't really bug you, the show starts and as the show goes on a joke about sex always comes up, and at each of these jokes you can see couples around you sending IOI's and giving each other "the look", and you are just there, in the moment, unable to "participate"
You see, these shows are more than just about the actual show contrary to what everyone will tell you, there's a social element to it, really and truly you shouldn't even be there if you don't have a partner because you can't take part in a core aspect of the experience (laughing together).
Also in that scenario you now have to hope that he doesn't switch to "insult comic mode" and point out the fact that you are there on your own. You could go to the show with a friend I guess, but the loneliness of not having a romantic partner will still be foisted in your face over and over and over.
You can't even enjoy a public performance that's sole purpose is to make you happy, because that performance essentially revolves around something you can't get and have never experienced, watching comedy behind a screen is enjoyable, but at the actual event it would be a completely different experience, because you won't be disconnected from the audience and the social aspect of the show, aspects that you can't participate in, and will make you feel less than throughout the entire experience
Now on the topic of health, recently I started to take a multivitamin, about a week in of taking this daily multivitamin, my libido shot up. All I could do was laugh as I realized there is no fucking escape. I take a multivitamin to boost my health so I can be somewhat happy, and it has that effect, but it also boosts my libido, which makes he hornier than ever, which makes me think about sex more and yearn for it more, which makes me more depressed than usual, and when I'm depressed, I just end up eating fast food JFL
I know, I know, "just don't eat fast food"
True, I could do that, but at those moments I literally feel like dying, and good tasting food gives me the dopamine spike I need to keep going, I seriously just feel like dying, like it would be a blessing if died on the spot, I feel completely drained. Eating fast food and putting on a little weight seems like a small tradeoff to get rid of that level of depression
What normies don't seem to get is that being "healthy" means that your body will function at its optimum, and if you are functioning at your optimum so is your sex drive, so imagine if I were exercising and fit on top of supplementing, I'd probably be even more horny and then even more depressed and tired of life
Everything in life as a biological creature comes down to sex, EVERYTHING
There's is practically nothing you can enjoy, if your sex needs aren't being met, because THEY ARE ALL INTERTWINED
One thing I will never stop doing is wealthmaxxing, because it is the only path a man has to changing his life, but when it comes to a lot of other stuff, I can completely understand the LDAR mentality, when faced with the ABSOLUTE FUTILITY of trying to ignore/escape ones sex drive, basically everything revolves around sex.
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