erenyeager
Taking a big huge fucking Crap
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- Jan 18, 2021
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I'm more neutral than I've ever been. Haven't cried in over months.
Mom keeps taking my money for rent and I can't save up to move out. She constantly does things with RA even though she bitches about aching 24/7 proving she can work. Mostly lays around watching TV all day. No better than Barbara Chandler at this point.
Work treats me like shit no matter how innocent I go up for conversation. Am called the marker bandit because of a stupid innocent drawing where I drew someone innocently and apparently I'm mocking them even though a bunch of the employees draw each other in a joking manner all the time.
All my hangouts on other sites have people ignoring the fuck on me and I end up watching YouTube alone and I don't know what else to do besides rot.
Truly I have the patience of a saint or maybe I'm becoming more godly than ever.
I just want out of society at this point. I should be working out. But this shit job is taking over my life. And I'm trapped.
Holy fuck mother fucking. I don't even care about women or men anymore I just want a place for myself at this point. Idc if anyone wants to kill me or start trouble with me because I've accepted death. This life is only for chaotic cruelty dominated organisms born from the cruelty dominated universe they were set in. Where the fuck was MY DAD TO TEACH ME ALL THE CRUELTY DOMINATED UNIVERSE TECHNIQUES MOTHER FUCKER SHOULDVE TOLD ME HOW UNSPEACIAL I WAS AT THE VERY LEAST THAT WAY I COULDVE WORKED OUT AND NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MYSELF WHAT THE HELL
Mom keeps taking my money for rent and I can't save up to move out. She constantly does things with RA even though she bitches about aching 24/7 proving she can work. Mostly lays around watching TV all day. No better than Barbara Chandler at this point.
Work treats me like shit no matter how innocent I go up for conversation. Am called the marker bandit because of a stupid innocent drawing where I drew someone innocently and apparently I'm mocking them even though a bunch of the employees draw each other in a joking manner all the time.
All my hangouts on other sites have people ignoring the fuck on me and I end up watching YouTube alone and I don't know what else to do besides rot.
Truly I have the patience of a saint or maybe I'm becoming more godly than ever.
I just want out of society at this point. I should be working out. But this shit job is taking over my life. And I'm trapped.
Holy fuck mother fucking. I don't even care about women or men anymore I just want a place for myself at this point. Idc if anyone wants to kill me or start trouble with me because I've accepted death. This life is only for chaotic cruelty dominated organisms born from the cruelty dominated universe they were set in. Where the fuck was MY DAD TO TEACH ME ALL THE CRUELTY DOMINATED UNIVERSE TECHNIQUES MOTHER FUCKER SHOULDVE TOLD ME HOW UNSPEACIAL I WAS AT THE VERY LEAST THAT WAY I COULDVE WORKED OUT AND NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MYSELF WHAT THE HELL
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