I had low inhibition until I was 11 yo. For some reason my family's friends remember me as joyful child despite my life hasn't been easy since 11. I was capable to hold smoothly conversations with cutest girls back when I was 8 yo. Nowadays a half spaniard MILF that is friend of my mom says me that I'm "handsome". I think she is laughing at me. That when I will visit her(I don't like to go outside because even 5'7 people heightmog me).
One day me and my fellas decided to enlist us in the school's soccer team. We wanted to do so because we were good and because we wanted to be popular. I was 11 yo back then. That was in 2005. Everything fine, Everything right until my oneitis told me that I seem awful with the soccer team uniform. Days before my oneitis told to her friends in front of me how would I look if I would have been white, she answer her to herself "probably ugly". She was white and brunnette. After it went full high inhib. My "friends" stopped to talk me just because I was depressed. Just because I wasn't fun anymore. After it I started with a new social circle just to play soccer and YugiOh but it wasn't the same. The betrayal of my comrades since 2d grade was burning my heart. My old comrades joined us to play at the end of the year for soccer and YugiOh games but the betrayal was in my heart. During 5th grade I saw the racepill once again with my teacher. She had an special preference for the blonde guy in the class. For me she was cute as hell. A white redhead with goth style from the 2000s. While I, I wasn't treated special. I remember that one time I made a joke about "I want a report to my house". I don't the right term in English, but it was those reports that teachers send to your parents if you do something bad. She treated me as shit and answer me "that if I want a report I can get it" in a bitter way. The point is that If the blonde guy would have done the same joke with her he wouldn't be treated as I was.
Being a black with high inhib during those years wasn't easy. I remember that I wasn't capable to stylemaxx. I was disabled to do these hairstyles:
After that I had no option than cope myself with japanese cartoons. Anime characters like Naruto or Goku didn't remind me to myself. I took the racepill also from japanese cartoons. They want to be white, not black. Reason of why most of their characters are white:
..
Despite that japanese themselves are not different to mexicans when it comes to skin color.
I didn't have motivation to be in the soccer team any longer so I quit. I took soccermaxxing serious 3 years later but was least. By that time I remained short. However. The year later, I felt more distant of the rest of my classmates. Maybe because I was black. We had three senior parties during 6 grade. The first one was set of games in the mountains. The second was a cowboy party and the last one was skate party. I don't remember that those were my best moments at life like is supposed to be.
Know I look by in my life and I ressemble to Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide guy but short
Every time that I look PUAs using my black brocels as Circus Monkeys I feel mad. I had to gymmax to unleash the hatred that I feel against this word.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZ-q2CS-7x0&ab_channel=LordBogdanoff
I hate when my black brocels go as lolcows, as Circus Monkeys. If you have no height you are doomed. It doesn't matter if you thugmaxx or not.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSb9S7MjLqs&ab_channel=CorndogForLife
One day me and my fellas decided to enlist us in the school's soccer team. We wanted to do so because we were good and because we wanted to be popular. I was 11 yo back then. That was in 2005. Everything fine, Everything right until my oneitis told me that I seem awful with the soccer team uniform. Days before my oneitis told to her friends in front of me how would I look if I would have been white, she answer her to herself "probably ugly". She was white and brunnette. After it went full high inhib. My "friends" stopped to talk me just because I was depressed. Just because I wasn't fun anymore. After it I started with a new social circle just to play soccer and YugiOh but it wasn't the same. The betrayal of my comrades since 2d grade was burning my heart. My old comrades joined us to play at the end of the year for soccer and YugiOh games but the betrayal was in my heart. During 5th grade I saw the racepill once again with my teacher. She had an special preference for the blonde guy in the class. For me she was cute as hell. A white redhead with goth style from the 2000s. While I, I wasn't treated special. I remember that one time I made a joke about "I want a report to my house". I don't the right term in English, but it was those reports that teachers send to your parents if you do something bad. She treated me as shit and answer me "that if I want a report I can get it" in a bitter way. The point is that If the blonde guy would have done the same joke with her he wouldn't be treated as I was.
Being a black with high inhib during those years wasn't easy. I remember that I wasn't capable to stylemaxx. I was disabled to do these hairstyles:
After that I had no option than cope myself with japanese cartoons. Anime characters like Naruto or Goku didn't remind me to myself. I took the racepill also from japanese cartoons. They want to be white, not black. Reason of why most of their characters are white:
..
Despite that japanese themselves are not different to mexicans when it comes to skin color.
I didn't have motivation to be in the soccer team any longer so I quit. I took soccermaxxing serious 3 years later but was least. By that time I remained short. However. The year later, I felt more distant of the rest of my classmates. Maybe because I was black. We had three senior parties during 6 grade. The first one was set of games in the mountains. The second was a cowboy party and the last one was skate party. I don't remember that those were my best moments at life like is supposed to be.
Know I look by in my life and I ressemble to Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide guy but short
Every time that I look PUAs using my black brocels as Circus Monkeys I feel mad. I had to gymmax to unleash the hatred that I feel against this word.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZ-q2CS-7x0&ab_channel=LordBogdanoff
I hate when my black brocels go as lolcows, as Circus Monkeys. If you have no height you are doomed. It doesn't matter if you thugmaxx or not.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSb9S7MjLqs&ab_channel=CorndogForLife
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