Venting Giga truecel trait: you dissociate often

[laincel]

I often just dissociate and start imagining things as a bunch of atoms, visualizing humans I see outside as a brain and nerves connected to it, etc. I don't know if its bad or not, but it doesn't feel right.

This is what you get as an outsider. Would it be the same if I was a normie that is successfully integrated in society? My consciousness wouldn't try to run so far away, right?

It happens way too often brocels. I am scared and there is noone that I can share my thoughts with. Internet is not it... I'm not even sure if some things are "real", there is nobody that will listen to me irl due to my genetical inferiority. Jfl at this clown world honestly. It's not just about inceldom anymore

 

[Nikalas]

Schizophrenia

 

[Govid_Dorious]

yeah, i do it to myself too, an useless walking meat

 

[Ghostface]

avoid mixing large amounts of caffeine with no sleep cause then you will see black spiders on the wall like i did, i tried to chase and smash them with my shoe but they disappeared on me

 

[parzurnacs]

You're just seeing things the way they are, something most normies can't do. They're the ones dissociated from reality

 

[Wolnir]

I'd love to be a schizophrenic, imagine tripping 24/7 for free.

 

[laincel]

Schizophrenia

Can schizophrenia develop like this? Fuck this is scary

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I often just dissociate and start imagining things as a bunch of atoms, visualizing humans I see outside as a brain and nerves connected to it, etc. I don't know if its bad or not, but it doesn't feel right.

This is what you get as an outsider. Would it be the same if I was a normie that is successfully integrated in society? My consciousness wouldn't try to run so far away, right?

It happens way too often brocels. I am scared and there is noone that I can share my thoughts with. Internet is not it... I'm not even sure if some things are "real", there is nobody that will listen to me irl due to my genetical inferiority. Jfl at this clown world honestly. It's not just about inceldom anymore

You’re doing the right thing

 

[laincel]

You're just seeing things the way they are, something most normies can't do. They're the ones dissociated from reality

lifefuel, I always knew they are the subhumans, not us

 

[Nikalas]

Can schizophrenia develop like this? Fuck this is scary

Yes. You are not supposed to see shit like that, what you call "dissasociation" is just psychosis

 

[laincel]

Yes. You are not supposed to see shit like that, what you call "dissasociation" is just psychosis

Yeah I worded it badly. By dissociation I meant another thing – my body and my consciousness don't feel connected, like I subconsciously want to run away from my body. When I look in the mirror, I don't feel like it's me.

Maybe it's all wrong and I'm wrongly trying to connect everything with inceldom, but something tells me it's rooted in being not accepted by other people

 

[isaincel]

It gets so bad at times. My mind is constantly stuck in the most abstract/complex thought for no reason and it's so draining to even formulate simple ideas at times.

 

[PhilipBlake]

You're just seeing things the way they are, something most normies can't do. They're the ones dissociated from reality

 

[Crumb]

its your mind trying to protect you from trauma

 

[Cletus Longthing]

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[Ghostface]

my body and my consciousness don't feel connected, like I subconsciously want to run away from my body. When I look in the mirror, I don't feel like it's me.

stay away from stuff like soda if you drink it, my last year of high school i got heavily addicted to caffeine, when i went cold turkey the withdrawal symptoms felt like that, id be in class and i felt like i was being pulled out of my body in 1st person.

 

[god'slonelyman]

I just see everything as a bunch of atoms and i believe there's no such thing as being alive. Any human or an animal is a composition of carbon compounds and other atoms that work as a moving reaction pit. Pretty Nhilistic innit

 

[darkdungeon]

Only women "disassociate" to stop feeling guilty for banging Chad over all else.

Men just have schizophrenic hallucinations and trances that lead to spiritual awakenings

 

[SlayerSlayer]

i often disassociate by thinking about having teen sex

 

[spasticbuddy]

Can relate

 

[VλREN]

avoid mixing large amounts of caffeine with no sleep cause then you will see black spiders on the wall like i did, i tried to chase and smash them with my shoe but they disappeared on me

I’ve heard that’s common, very strange

 

[VλREN]

I live completely spaced out form reality constantly talking to my self in my head. It’s like am speaking to a group of nonexistent friends about stuff am interested in.

 

[kek1]

Normies are like insects they have no thoughts