Getting drunk to deal with social anxiety

[BWill]

fireman's carry

Me being carried out
of a Halloween party
by an old bully.

I ended up going to a Halloween party at the clubhouse at the apartments where I live. I drank before I showed up and I drank some more there. My tolerance for alcohol is low because I'm scrawny and I rarely drink, so if I'm not careful, I end up like I am in the photo. Since I'm light, most guys find it easier to carry me on their own instead of dragging me or helping me walk. Of course when that happens, someone has to pull out their phone and take pics as if it's not humiliating enough already.

The old geezer who's carrying me is the same old man who beat me up in a fight this past summer. I remember not liking the party. I jumped in the indoor pool earlier and I was going to get my shoes and leave. The old geezer later found me slouched over in a chair in the game room. The asshole was more than willing to load my body over his shoulders and remove me from the party and display his dominance at the same time. Prick.

I need to stop drinking for courage.

 

[aesthetic_recon]

FAKECEL, you drink at parties, i live with my parents and masturbate all day

 

[BWill]

FAKECEL, you drink at parties, i live with my parents and masturbate all day

Going to parties is not the norm for me. And I really don't want to show my face around my apartment complex now.

 

[subhuman]

I ended up going to a Halloween party

Stopped reading right there. I’ve never been to a party EVER. Not a good look for a greycel…

 

[Swagpilled]

goes to parties and has friends. my blocklist is ever growing

 

[StupidFaggot69]

We never go to parties.

 

[BWill]

Stopped reading right there. I’ve never been to a party EVER. Not a good look for a greycel…

I don't make it a habit, but oh well.

 

[BWill]

goes to parties and has friends. my blocklist is ever growing

One party. My dad is my only friend. Yeah, block me.

 

[BWill]

We never go to parties.

Even ER went to a party. Only I didn't get pushed off a ledge.

 

[Nigerlozi]

ended up going to a Halloween party

 

[AsiaCel]

I once shotgunned some alcohol. Didn't worked much for me other than making me dizzy

 

[Sexless incel]

There is drinking and there is alcoholism. Drinking a little can make you feel good, but once you cross your genetical border, you will not feel good anymore, then shit like this happens.

 

[BWill]

There is drinking and there is alcoholism. Drinking a little can make you feel good, but once you cross your genetical border, you will not feel good anymore, then shit like this happens.

Yeah and then you have no control over what happens. After he got me packed over his shoulders, he told people he was going to get me back to my apartment but after he carried me out of the clubhouse and made his way to the unit, he said that he'd toss me in one of the dumpsters if nobody was around to see it.

 

[BWill]

I once shotgunned some alcohol. Didn't worked much for me other than making me dizzy

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