Growing up in a broken household and without friends taught that love is what allows kids to mentally develop. Missing out on love whether motherly, romantic, sexual etc.. made me incapable of feeling empathy, sadness or camaraderie, consideration or patience for others. I feel like a psychopathic alien when i see people helping each other or grieving over others when feeling utterly indifferent to everything. This lethargy is only getting worse as i get older. My future is looking pretty dim, but i can only cope waiting for my death.
