im off work for 2 weeks and all i do is play vidya. i dont even know what else to do i dont think about it i just do it, since thats what i have been doing my whole life. its like im on autopilot.
most people spent their vacation doing fun activities having the time of their life but im just sitting home and rotting away.
gaming used to be my biggest hobby, my greatest passion and yet, i cant find any pleasure from it. other do it to relax but for me its just mentally exhausting.
i used to cope all day playing like a brainless zombie but its not working anymore nothing does.
and the worst is it will be better when i am at work away, slaving my day for 2€/h cause of my stupid monkey brain
safpiws<iofhriof<weäjiow
most people spent their vacation doing fun activities having the time of their life but im just sitting home and rotting away.
gaming used to be my biggest hobby, my greatest passion and yet, i cant find any pleasure from it. other do it to relax but for me its just mentally exhausting.
i used to cope all day playing like a brainless zombie but its not working anymore nothing does.
and the worst is it will be better when i am at work away, slaving my day for 2€/h cause of my stupid monkey brain
safpiws<iofhriof<weäjiow
