It's Over Fullly demoralized and counterstrike was the last straw

[estonia2k]

Have been playing all year a couple different games.
receive a message from "friends" to get on and play some cs with them.
They have just graduated good colleges and have been slaying all year not even touching the game once.
they decide to play custom game.
I get destroyed and turbo swung every time.
they start laughing about how they haven't played and how shit I am.
Started to realize that I never was any good and I never will be.

 

[Gen.SchizoAfricanus]

ayo don't let it get to you man, take it from a silver 4 with 4k hours in the game. There are alot of outside factors but honestly with CS sometimes i hope on the game an i can't miss, gettin the hackusations an ragebaitin entire lobbies but other games i CANT EVEN GET A FUCKIN KILL. Also you're not alone, i been mogged in CS by my irl friends my entire cs career, they have better PC's , connections an etc it sounds like cope but that shit definetely affects gameplay. Also state of mind, You just gotta be locked in an with the amount of hackers in the game, idgaf about cs anymore still the only game i play but now i only run dust 2 casual, can't even be bothered to load up a comp.

 

[estonia2k]

ayo don't let it get to you man, take it from a silver 4 with 4k hours in the game. There are alot of outside factors but honestly with CS sometimes i hope on the game an i can't miss, gettin the hackusations an ragebaitin entire lobbies but other games i CANT EVEN GET A FUCKIN KILL. Also you're not alone, i been mogged in CS by my irl friends my entire cs career, they have better PC's , connections an etc it sounds like cope but that shit definetely affects gameplay. Also state of mind, You just gotta be locked in an with the amount of hackers in the game, idgaf about cs anymore still the only game i play but now i only run dust 2 casual, can't even be bothered to load up a comp.

thanks bro. its hurts when you put time into something and people born better run circles around you. this is just a game but it is just as true with the important things in life

 

[Gen.SchizoAfricanus]

thanks bro. its hurts when you put time into something and people born better run circles around you. this is just a game but it is just as true with the important things in life

Absolutely agree their, it sucks especially when you genuinely try. Idk i doubt most guys are actually on aim trainer but gettin your settings in tune will definetely help, ever since i switched to 4:3 reso i instantly started gettin more headshots, try that and yo go start up some practice with bots, do this on 1 map only (i suggest dust 2 cuz its easiest) run to the closest hold angle from your spawn an memorize the crosshair placement for every single angle the bots will rush you ( example: If you're on CT , rush to the right of mid doors an aim directly at cat at headlevel while hiding from the rest of mid) leave the crosshair at exactly head level anywhere your facing, that way even if u spray an pray the chances of a random lucky headshot go up but if you manage to understand it, you'll find yourself gettin effortless headtaps, cross hair placement was HUGE for me, ALSO , THINK SPONTANEOSLY, We silvers are VERY predictable even when we try to play "good" do the opposite of exactly what you're thinking , fight your own instinct, when rushin long on T, WALK push the CT smoke, The CT's almost never see it coming.

 

[Small Balls Messiah]

I hate getting game mogged man, its so brutal. I also want to play CS now man, if it wasnt like a billion gigs after the cs2 update I would still have it.