K - 12 I Remember getting verbally bullied heavily I Shall talk about only High School for now.. all throughout High school I had major anxiety to the point i would hold my bladder or wouldnt get up and ask the teacher to go use the bathroom so i would piss and shit on myself in the classroom (without trying to get caught) to avoid getting noticed even more by my classmates. at my high school they locked the bathrooms for (Fights) (Inner City Black School) and you had to go around asking certain teachers who were keyholders to open it. From the numerous times I Pissed and shit myself (1.this is the most noticeable time..) (2. i got caught like 5 times total by a few people) my underwear overflowed and couldnt hold the liquid and i made a medium sized puddle in the middle of my classroom. i was shunned but still ridiculed from afar until graduating. to this day i cant go into a crowded place without having damn near a panic attack.
