i miss her i wanna talk to her. i wanna have the same friendship we had b4. gd this is why i fucking hate her, she fucking did this. its her fault. its easy to mask sadness with anger and hate but she fucking sucks. she fucking sucks shes a dick shes a fucking dick. she deserves everything though. she deserves happiness she deserves friendship
She deserves love all that stuff all that stuff she gave to me and brutally fucking tore away. i dont fucking understand, i fucking dont. im nice to everyone, i am. ive even been described as "too nice" by everyone...even my famlly. If im nice to everyone...if i show everyone respect then why does no one show respect to me? Why wasnt she nice to me when all i was was nice to her. i put her needs before mine, i dropped everything to meet her in the middle of the night i gave her my fucking buds when she asked. I gave her everything she wanted and needed. I did everything i could do just for her to leave me like everyone does. Just for her to tell me im "emotionally draining" how... i'm nothing but nice. Maybe i am too nice maybe...i get it now...i understand why she left. No one wants to be friends with a pushover. I did everything for her so she wouldnlt leave. But she did i dont understand...i just didnt want to lose her like i did everyone else. Maybe i could be a bit more of a dick and people would finally show me respect i fucking deserve.
She deserves love all that stuff all that stuff she gave to me and brutally fucking tore away. i dont fucking understand, i fucking dont. im nice to everyone, i am. ive even been described as "too nice" by everyone...even my famlly. If im nice to everyone...if i show everyone respect then why does no one show respect to me? Why wasnt she nice to me when all i was was nice to her. i put her needs before mine, i dropped everything to meet her in the middle of the night i gave her my fucking buds when she asked. I gave her everything she wanted and needed. I did everything i could do just for her to leave me like everyone does. Just for her to tell me im "emotionally draining" how... i'm nothing but nice. Maybe i am too nice maybe...i get it now...i understand why she left. No one wants to be friends with a pushover. I did everything for her so she wouldnlt leave. But she did i dont understand...i just didnt want to lose her like i did everyone else. Maybe i could be a bit more of a dick and people would finally show me respect i fucking deserve.
