Well guys, as u know life as an incel is a gift that keeps on giving so for the last 5 days ive been battling a cold sore. I know, u heard of them before but did you know that it is a SHITTY FUCKING EXPERIENCE ESPECIALLY WHEN U DIDNT CATCH IT FROM KISSING?
For the past 5 days i have a quarter sized WOUND on the left side of my lips which has been throbbing non stop. I also have a swollen lymph gland all along the left jaw as if i just had a double jaw surgery on the left side of my face! My whole left lower face is twice as swollen as the normal right side which makes me look like a football.
ive been using abreva 10 times a day but that goes only so far when every time i move my mouth the QURTER SIZED WOUND SCABS GET CRACKED AND START OOZING LYMPH AGAIN! I also cant sleep which is my main favorite cope because of this torturous experience, i manage to get like 2 hours of sleep and then sit awake in my bed watching the walls for 3 hours in the middle of the night trying to distract my thoughts from the throbbing wound, like ive been doing for the past 2 hours. Its currently 3:58am
Apparently it could go for as long as 15 days til it clears, and its been only 5 but im already way past DONE with this fucking BULLSHIT
For the past 5 days i have a quarter sized WOUND on the left side of my lips which has been throbbing non stop. I also have a swollen lymph gland all along the left jaw as if i just had a double jaw surgery on the left side of my face! My whole left lower face is twice as swollen as the normal right side which makes me look like a football.
ive been using abreva 10 times a day but that goes only so far when every time i move my mouth the QURTER SIZED WOUND SCABS GET CRACKED AND START OOZING LYMPH AGAIN! I also cant sleep which is my main favorite cope because of this torturous experience, i manage to get like 2 hours of sleep and then sit awake in my bed watching the walls for 3 hours in the middle of the night trying to distract my thoughts from the throbbing wound, like ive been doing for the past 2 hours. Its currently 3:58am
Apparently it could go for as long as 15 days til it clears, and its been only 5 but im already way past DONE with this fucking BULLSHIT
