So I have a MTN friend I've made threads about before. He's 6'5, lanky. Anyway I haven't seen him in a few years, only spoken to him over the phone. He's the only real friend I have. On Thursday he asked me if I wanted to come down to Oslo to go to a Halloween event. He told me he was going along with a group of friends.
Now I have trouble with my social anxiety even going grocery shopping, but something said: "you're fucking 30 years old, this might be your last chance to go to a party" so I took a train down and booked a hotel.
I met my friend in town and then we went to meet the rest of the guys. I was stunned when I saw them. There were 6 guys. The shortest was 6'2, the tallest was a bit taller than my friend so probably 6'6. It was like a punch to the gut. I felt like a child standing next to them and I'm 6'0 on the dot. My friend introduced me and I got uninterested looks like they didn't really register me. At this point I wanted to go back to the hotel and forget the whole thing. I was brutally height-mogged and was the runt of the group, not only heightwise, but I was of course the ugliest.
We went to the Halloween event and there were slutty scandi-bimbos everywhere. I just followed the other guys around all night standing outside of their circle when they were talking to girls with a drink in my hand. I didn't even get drunk because I'm on disability and the drinks in Oslo are expensive and the hotel and train were expensive. So I basically walked around with a lukewarm beer all night watching heightmaxxed MTN/HTNs have a blast and talk to girls. My friend made efforts to get me more involved throughout the night but as he got drunker I think he forgot about me and I don't blame him.
I left before everyone else, only saying goodbye to my friend, and went back to the hotel and scrolled Incel.is for a while before I fell asleep. Nothing good came out of this. It was a big mistake. Normies always say "just get out there", but if you're mogged to oblivion and the new people you meet hardly acknowledge you, how are you going to enjoy yourself?
Tldr:
-Friend (6'5) hit me up about Halloween event in Oslo
- Haven't socialised in forever but say "fuck it"
- Take the train down, meet his friends who brutally heightmogg me
- Spend the night tagging along without being acknowledged, standing outside the huddle when they were talking to girls
- Went back to the hotel early, browsing incel.is
I tried. But failure was already guaranteed beforehand.
Now I have trouble with my social anxiety even going grocery shopping, but something said: "you're fucking 30 years old, this might be your last chance to go to a party" so I took a train down and booked a hotel.
I met my friend in town and then we went to meet the rest of the guys. I was stunned when I saw them. There were 6 guys. The shortest was 6'2, the tallest was a bit taller than my friend so probably 6'6. It was like a punch to the gut. I felt like a child standing next to them and I'm 6'0 on the dot. My friend introduced me and I got uninterested looks like they didn't really register me. At this point I wanted to go back to the hotel and forget the whole thing. I was brutally height-mogged and was the runt of the group, not only heightwise, but I was of course the ugliest.
We went to the Halloween event and there were slutty scandi-bimbos everywhere. I just followed the other guys around all night standing outside of their circle when they were talking to girls with a drink in my hand. I didn't even get drunk because I'm on disability and the drinks in Oslo are expensive and the hotel and train were expensive. So I basically walked around with a lukewarm beer all night watching heightmaxxed MTN/HTNs have a blast and talk to girls. My friend made efforts to get me more involved throughout the night but as he got drunker I think he forgot about me and I don't blame him.
I left before everyone else, only saying goodbye to my friend, and went back to the hotel and scrolled Incel.is for a while before I fell asleep. Nothing good came out of this. It was a big mistake. Normies always say "just get out there", but if you're mogged to oblivion and the new people you meet hardly acknowledge you, how are you going to enjoy yourself?
Tldr:
-Friend (6'5) hit me up about Halloween event in Oslo
- Haven't socialised in forever but say "fuck it"
- Take the train down, meet his friends who brutally heightmogg me
- Spend the night tagging along without being acknowledged, standing outside the huddle when they were talking to girls
- Went back to the hotel early, browsing incel.is
I tried. But failure was already guaranteed beforehand.
