Everyday, every waking hour i have to deal with the fact that foidz don't want to fuck me. I've tried damn near everything. I just want to stick my fucking dick in a pussy for once. I look at all these beautiful women online, in videogames, irl... Knowing damn well I'm being cucked in every way possible and how disgusting they think i am.
I have an acquaintance of mine, this guy from HS. We've kept up bc of gaming. I keep him around because from his perspective we're good friends, but in reality, i keep him around in case one day i might need to use him for something. The "Friendship" that we have is nothing but a mere social contract that he is unknowingly is a part of. Anyway. This guy is a fucking normalfag by definition, and gets bitches all the fucking time. He's had multiple sexual partners over the years and since he considers me his 'fRieND' he tells me all about it. I always resented him for it, deep down. Fucking mogging bastard. Lately according to him, he stopped fucking these foids.
This fucking stupid fucking idiot is not looking to fuck, he's looking for "Love"
In his own fucking words "I don't fuck all these girls out of respect for myself, I want a girl to love."
You fucking moron piece of shit STUPID BASTARD FUCK YOU it fucking PISSES ME OFF knowing this piece of shit normalfag RNG luckslut has all this pussy available to him and he turns it down in turn of some stupid fairy tale fantasy which consists of him getting married and having a "hApPY lovING bEauTiFul FamILy" fucking retard i fucking hate these normalfags who live in a fantasy world, who are still mentally stuck in HS and think life is this super interesting show being transmitted in real time while also being watched by angels in fucking heaven. it fucking sickens me.
This world is so unfair, if you let your guard down for even half a fucking second it will fuck you in the ass and expect you to say thanks. This fucking society sickens me. After all these fucking years of therapy, drugs, meds, changes in life circumstances... I still feel the same.
Deep down, deep deep down I fucking HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. This universe is nothing but a random set variables put together and the only constant is chaos disguised as some sort of fucking harmony. Sure fucking harmony fuck you.
I know i may sound like an immature kid when i say this, which is why i never tell anyone this (except a few psychiatrists in the past) i just keep this to myself. bottling up. because no one cares it's all bullshit.
fuck that guy i hope he gets his fucking balls cut off he doesn't fucking need them.
I have an acquaintance of mine, this guy from HS. We've kept up bc of gaming. I keep him around because from his perspective we're good friends, but in reality, i keep him around in case one day i might need to use him for something. The "Friendship" that we have is nothing but a mere social contract that he is unknowingly is a part of. Anyway. This guy is a fucking normalfag by definition, and gets bitches all the fucking time. He's had multiple sexual partners over the years and since he considers me his 'fRieND' he tells me all about it. I always resented him for it, deep down. Fucking mogging bastard. Lately according to him, he stopped fucking these foids.
This fucking stupid fucking idiot is not looking to fuck, he's looking for "Love"
In his own fucking words "I don't fuck all these girls out of respect for myself, I want a girl to love."
You fucking moron piece of shit STUPID BASTARD FUCK YOU it fucking PISSES ME OFF knowing this piece of shit normalfag RNG luckslut has all this pussy available to him and he turns it down in turn of some stupid fairy tale fantasy which consists of him getting married and having a "hApPY lovING bEauTiFul FamILy" fucking retard i fucking hate these normalfags who live in a fantasy world, who are still mentally stuck in HS and think life is this super interesting show being transmitted in real time while also being watched by angels in fucking heaven. it fucking sickens me.
This world is so unfair, if you let your guard down for even half a fucking second it will fuck you in the ass and expect you to say thanks. This fucking society sickens me. After all these fucking years of therapy, drugs, meds, changes in life circumstances... I still feel the same.
Deep down, deep deep down I fucking HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. This universe is nothing but a random set variables put together and the only constant is chaos disguised as some sort of fucking harmony. Sure fucking harmony fuck you.
I know i may sound like an immature kid when i say this, which is why i never tell anyone this (except a few psychiatrists in the past) i just keep this to myself. bottling up. because no one cares it's all bullshit.
fuck that guy i hope he gets his fucking balls cut off he doesn't fucking need them.
