I've completely fucked up my career. I fucked up my college. Then out of sheer stupidity went unemployed for 4 years like an idiot. Then I had to start working a job 1000 km from my home , in a place where local niggers speak a different language and eat different foods. The worst part is if I stay in this job I'm gonna be stuck in this shithole for life. And at this point I can't change this track.
The only reason I chose this profile is that it was not hectic and allowed time to do something better in life. But I again wasted another 2-3 years like a fucktard.
My only chance to go back home is to re apply for the same recruitment and hope that this time I may get to work in my city. Except my time and chances are running out. The next round is next week. This time around I haven't prepared well and set for failure. If I don't make it then I'll have to re appear next year and even if I succeed I'll be 30 by the time I join. Which is far from ideal.
And even if that happens it won't change the fact that all my dreams hopes and ambitions are still dead. I'm making a quarter now of what I expected to make by the age of 22.
The only reason I chose this profile is that it was not hectic and allowed time to do something better in life. But I again wasted another 2-3 years like a fucktard.
My only chance to go back home is to re apply for the same recruitment and hope that this time I may get to work in my city. Except my time and chances are running out. The next round is next week. This time around I haven't prepared well and set for failure. If I don't make it then I'll have to re appear next year and even if I succeed I'll be 30 by the time I join. Which is far from ideal.
And even if that happens it won't change the fact that all my dreams hopes and ambitions are still dead. I'm making a quarter now of what I expected to make by the age of 22.
