opsec
Captain
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- Joined
- Nov 8, 2017
- Posts
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cant FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE. FUCKING BEING ALONE EVERY DAY. NO WIFE. NO RESPECT ANYWHERE IN THIS BARREN LAND OF APOSTASY.
IM FUCKING SELF IMPLODING IN EMOTION. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT. THE LACK OF AFFECTION. THE LACK OF HUMAN TOUCH. THE LACK OF BEING DESIRED.
I DONT FUCKING CHOOSE TO REVOLVE MY HAPPINESS AROUND BEING ACCEPTED. ITS DRILLED INTO HUMAN FUCKING NATURE.
I NEVER FUCKING SWEAR LIKE THIS EVER BUT I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT, ASTAGHFIRALLAH ALLAH FORGIVE ME BUT I CANT HOLD IT IN.
FUCCCKKKKKKKKK FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF UUUUUUUUUUUU CCCCCCCCCCCCCC KKKKKKKKKKKKKK
FUCKING FUCK MY SHIT UP FAM. JUST. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. I NEED A FUCKING WIFE, I NEED TO FEEL LOVED AND ACCEPTED, I NEED A FAMILY WHO CARES FOR EACH OTHER. I FUCKING HATE ALL OF IT, FUCK IT, FUCK THIS DUNYA. I WANT TO LEAVE. I WANT TO GO TO JANNAH ALREADY INSHAALLAH.
THIS IS TOO PAINFUL. I FEEL A PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF PAIN IN MY CHEST AND IT GROWS EVERY DAY. YESTERDAY FOR 15 MINUTES IT FELT LIKE A TUMOR WAS GROWING IN MY CHEST. I HAD SUCH A SEARING PAIN, AND WALLAHI, IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF LACK OF AFFECTION AND LOVE.
PLEASE MAKE DUA FOR ME BROS, PLEASE ,PLEASE. THIS IS SO DIFFICULT FOR ME THIS FITNAH. I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN GO WITHOUT LOSING IT.
IM FUCKING SELF IMPLODING IN EMOTION. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT. THE LACK OF AFFECTION. THE LACK OF HUMAN TOUCH. THE LACK OF BEING DESIRED.
I DONT FUCKING CHOOSE TO REVOLVE MY HAPPINESS AROUND BEING ACCEPTED. ITS DRILLED INTO HUMAN FUCKING NATURE.
I NEVER FUCKING SWEAR LIKE THIS EVER BUT I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT, ASTAGHFIRALLAH ALLAH FORGIVE ME BUT I CANT HOLD IT IN.
FUCCCKKKKKKKKK FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF UUUUUUUUUUUU CCCCCCCCCCCCCC KKKKKKKKKKKKKK
FUCKING FUCK MY SHIT UP FAM. JUST. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. I NEED A FUCKING WIFE, I NEED TO FEEL LOVED AND ACCEPTED, I NEED A FAMILY WHO CARES FOR EACH OTHER. I FUCKING HATE ALL OF IT, FUCK IT, FUCK THIS DUNYA. I WANT TO LEAVE. I WANT TO GO TO JANNAH ALREADY INSHAALLAH.
THIS IS TOO PAINFUL. I FEEL A PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF PAIN IN MY CHEST AND IT GROWS EVERY DAY. YESTERDAY FOR 15 MINUTES IT FELT LIKE A TUMOR WAS GROWING IN MY CHEST. I HAD SUCH A SEARING PAIN, AND WALLAHI, IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF LACK OF AFFECTION AND LOVE.
PLEASE MAKE DUA FOR ME BROS, PLEASE ,PLEASE. THIS IS SO DIFFICULT FOR ME THIS FITNAH. I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN GO WITHOUT LOSING IT.