I like to get free meals from a local charity van that comes around to my town once a week. I feel very entitled to it for some reason and I get pissed off when i don't get at least 10 meals to tide me over for the week. The asian volunteers are great, they stand back and let you grab as much slop as you want. I still hate the awkwardness, and the main guy is a little patronizing and likes to force a "hello" out of me. I dread it because I can't bring myself to smile or make eye contact, but he does it because I am expected to "sing for me supper." Peoples' charity is never unconditional. He probably thinks I'm some homeless bum. I don't give a fuck about him or his rinky dink
operation. They fucking play favorites and give this little black woman 10 meals while everyone else gets 2! I said "we get 2 meals and she gets 10, that sounds fair. The ugly older volunteer woman said " she is giving them out to people in the community, and I said "anyone could make up a sob story" The older bitch serving me also wouldn't let me reach into the box and take them out myself so I could get two at a time. I hate the gate keeping and I am having a break from going there until some new volunteers start up. They always burn the food, too. I think about this way too much. It pisses me off
operation. They fucking play favorites and give this little black woman 10 meals while everyone else gets 2! I said "we get 2 meals and she gets 10, that sounds fair. The ugly older volunteer woman said " she is giving them out to people in the community, and I said "anyone could make up a sob story" The older bitch serving me also wouldn't let me reach into the box and take them out myself so I could get two at a time. I hate the gate keeping and I am having a break from going there until some new volunteers start up. They always burn the food, too. I think about this way too much. It pisses me off
