Lv99_BixNood
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I always wanted to make you happy, always wanted to bring a smile, always wanted to be good company, always wanted to help. I always wanted to be by your side, always wanted to love and be loved, always wanted to kiss your lips and massage your backs and run my fingers through your hair.
I always wanted to be the boy of your dreams, that tall and handsome boy who makes you smile, the boy with whom you will venture and discover yourself. That boy you feel attraction and desire for, the boy you want to get to know and date.
But, when I look in the mirror, I see why it's not me. I see a short, ugly, horrible, dull, disgusting, repulsive boy that no woman will ever want. I don't judge, it's not your obligation to date me or talk to me or be with me or anything else. After all, why wouldn't you choose the most handsome, the tallest, the smartest, the most interesting, etc.? You deserve the best, for sure. You deserve to be happy, you deserve to be with someone who makes you happy, with someone attractive, funny, and intelligent. With someone you desire and who gives you chills.
All of this is logical and normal so... no antagonism on my part. These are circumstances of life, things that happen, no one is to blame, neither you nor the guys you date and sleep with and kiss, etc. It's an unfortunate situation, with no culprits or victims, it simply happened. A work of probability, of fate, perhaps?
But I just wanted to apologize. I'm sorry if I ever took the smile off your face, I'm sorry if my presence ever made your world less beautiful, less lovely, less joyful. Sorry for not knowing my place in the world. It was never my intention. I always wanted the best for you. But my delusion never allowed me to see that the best way to achieve that goal was to stay quiet and leave you alone.
The world is such a beautiful place, with such beautiful scenery, and you are all so beautiful, you and your tall and handsome boyfriends make such cute and beautiful couples. The height difference really is cute, I always tried to deny it because I was jealous, or maybe because I thought you were at fault for my own shortcomings. I'm sorry if on any day I came close to ruining and spoiling your happiness, that was not what I wanted. I... just thought I was part of this beautiful world, but I was wrong and it only bothered you.
I'm really very sorry.
Holy shit this is so cucked