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HateCurry
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I've been thinking about this for quite a while now and it's honestly a horrible thought to me.
I've lost any motivation for research into anything.
Of course I'm not the person I used to be, but what's actually been getting to my brain is the lack of motivation to do anything.
I really envy the guy I was just 2 months or so ago, the guy who didn't go on an online chat forum looking for friends who make excuses for his bad behavior all the time.
Well, I've come to inform you, that's what I do now and I'm addicted to it.
I'm hate this cycle of chatting here all day doing absolutely nothing productive since I abandoned emotion a few days ago as irrelevant.
Even less emotional than that, I don't know what to do research on.
Any sense of ambition I had in me is gone.
Now, I'm an irrelevant junkie fucking moron who deserves to get tortured in the eye with a chainsaw.
I'm only kidding but I'm very curious as to how to get that sense of ambition back in my life.
I miss MYSELF, I don't know what to do right now.
I'm very confused and I've never been this sad ever in my life.
I've lost any motivation for research into anything.
Of course I'm not the person I used to be, but what's actually been getting to my brain is the lack of motivation to do anything.
I really envy the guy I was just 2 months or so ago, the guy who didn't go on an online chat forum looking for friends who make excuses for his bad behavior all the time.
Well, I've come to inform you, that's what I do now and I'm addicted to it.
I'm hate this cycle of chatting here all day doing absolutely nothing productive since I abandoned emotion a few days ago as irrelevant.
Even less emotional than that, I don't know what to do research on.
Any sense of ambition I had in me is gone.
Now, I'm an irrelevant junkie fucking moron who deserves to get tortured in the eye with a chainsaw.
I'm only kidding but I'm very curious as to how to get that sense of ambition back in my life.
I miss MYSELF, I don't know what to do right now.
I'm very confused and I've never been this sad ever in my life.





