He's in his 70's and older than my dad. Ex military and ex cop, so he can't be a complete cuck right? Probably still a cuck because he's a therapist. I used a fake name, fake address, and paid anonymously so he can't call the cops on me. I told him about my suicide pact and doing drugs, and he seemed unphased. He agreed that looks matter a lot and that a quiet ugly guy is "creepy" while a handsome quiet guy is "brooding" and "mysterious". Or that a short angry guy is "napoleon complex" while a tall angry guy is "speaking his mind".
The thing is though, I made sure to get a therapist at a private practice and not a public place that works with medicare and public health insurance. One advice I heard is "if you'll go to a lawyer, doctor, dentist, surgeon, accountant, or therapist, go to the ones that the rich people go to." In my experience, any place whose primary clientele are on welfare or "the poors" will be shitty, overcrowded, burnt out, and it's more about controlling the client and ensuring the client is an obedient wagie who accepts his low station in life and cope rather than actual client welfare and ascending. Poor clients and clients who don't fit the YAVIS (most incels) will be treated with contempt by these burnt out therapists. Most trucels are poor or come from poor families.
I also have to pay out of pocket because if you use insurance, there is a public record that the state government can look into and the courts can pull up at will (HIPAA doesn't mean shit). I can only go every other week at most.
The thing is though, I made sure to get a therapist at a private practice and not a public place that works with medicare and public health insurance. One advice I heard is "if you'll go to a lawyer, doctor, dentist, surgeon, accountant, or therapist, go to the ones that the rich people go to." In my experience, any place whose primary clientele are on welfare or "the poors" will be shitty, overcrowded, burnt out, and it's more about controlling the client and ensuring the client is an obedient wagie who accepts his low station in life and cope rather than actual client welfare and ascending. Poor clients and clients who don't fit the YAVIS (most incels) will be treated with contempt by these burnt out therapists. Most trucels are poor or come from poor families.
I also have to pay out of pocket because if you use insurance, there is a public record that the state government can look into and the courts can pull up at will (HIPAA doesn't mean shit). I can only go every other week at most.
