In terms of friends I only have a few online, and they're all virgins as well, about half of them blackpilled. Never had any good experience with normies irl. I used to think my group of friends in school were legitimate, except they made fun of my appearance every second and didn't invite me to parties. Worst of all, is that those years were still a thousand times better than now, which goes to show that people really peak during their youth. They were awful regardless but I'd give everything to go back.