LifeFuel For the first time in a long time (maybe ever?) I felt good

[WastedPotential]

I went to do fitness this evening and I will admit, beforehand I was extremely hestitant and unwilling to go, I wasn't at all in the mood to go, but I went anyway. Had a pretty good workout and I feel good as in I actually am enjoying the fact that I went after the fact. I'm imagining myself going to the gym some other evening and then just going to bed right after that. (no PC) and i'm imagining a life like that. It feels really nice.

But knowing myself, I'll probably end up stuck in my old habits, rotting behind my PC 24/7 with 0 joy in videogames etc. But holy imagining that life felt really good.

It kind of felt close to what it felt like playing videogames for the first time as a kid, but instead it was after the fact and as an adult. idk it's hard to explain

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[FuckYou]

I've been feeling pretty good the past few weeks

 

[WastedPotential]

I've been feeling pretty good the past few weeks

Based, what's your secret?

 

[WastedPotential]

BMW mogs me. Also driver's license mogs me

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

 

[Bloods]

gem alert

 

[FuckYou]

Based, what's your secret?

idk. whitepill?

 

[WastedPotential]

gem alert

mario kart on the ds = childhood memories

 

[Eternatus]

This is incredible

 

[Bloods]

mario kart on the ds = childhood memories

 

[unhingedsamsung]

I've been feeling pretty good the past few weeks

 

[ZX888]

mario kart on the ds = childhood memories

 

[carrot]

I went to do fitness this evening and I will admit, beforehand I was extremely hestitant and unwilling to go, I wasn't at all in the mood to go, but I went anyway. Had a pretty good workout and I feel good as in I actually am enjoying the fact that I went after the fact. I'm imagining myself going to the gym some other evening and then just going to bed right after that. (no PC) and i'm imagining a life like that. It feels really nice.

But knowing myself, I'll probably end up stuck in my old habits, rotting behind my PC 24/7 with 0 joy in videogames etc. But holy imagining that life felt really good.

It kind of felt close to what it felt like playing videogames for the first time as a kid, but instead it was after the fact and as an adult. idk it's hard to explain

Good to hear you’re feeling okey man

 

[WastedPotential]

idk. whitepill?

but how did u achieve it

 

[WastedPotential]

Good to hear you’re feeling okey man

Indeed.

 

[Soystein]

I always feel better after working out, even rotting afterwards feels "deserved". The hardest part is getting started.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I'm glad.
I wish that working out made me feel good too. When I do it I just want it to be over. I tried running, same thing. I envy the people who intrinsically enjoy doing useful and productive things, not forcing themselves to do them just for the consequences, wether it's fitness, studying, playing an instrument... I never did any of that when I was a kid and teenager.

That said, I also felt very good like that for the first time in a long time this week, I was rotting behind the PC and listening to the same song over and over on repeat, which made me emotional, and in that moment I felt that life was amazing. It was odd, but sometimes it happens.