JFL For some gaming is really "living" through video games

[AntiPain]

I've been playing a game and seeing the seas, the view and the people and going through all of these missions just emulate real life experience that I've not had.
Sexual/romantic scenes there just remind me of what i've lacked and keep lacking this entire time.

I truly feel more and more pathetic as time goes by but I feel crippled at the same time. For the last fucking month i've barely left my house other than for daily tasks and things I needed to be done. Prior to that I worked and just quit after it became too much for me. It's funny isn't it? I do like socializing, but on my terms. At the current state I can barely go outside and talk to people without getting anxious and my regular chaos inside inside my head. I'm missing my life and I become more and more empty on the inside as time goes by. I feel closer to death than I've ever been before.

 

[Michael15651]

Sorry to hear, OP. I feel the same tbh. It would make things easier if I had friends

 

[456C6C696F74]

For the last fucking month i've barely left my house other than for daily tasks and things I needed to be done.

There is nothing good outside anyways.

 

[Angry_runt]

There is noting good outside anyways.

Based and blackpilled. Going outside is a necessity. If I could have everything I need delivered, I'd never leave my house.

 

[Blue Squirtle]

Video games are good colds when you're alone.

 

[Guest37263]

I've been playing a game and seeing the seas, the view and the people and going through all of these missions just emulate real life experience that I've not had.
Sexual/romantic scenes there just remind me of what i've lacked and keep lacking this entire time.

I truly feel more and more pathetic as time goes by but I feel crippled at the same time. For the last fucking month i've barely left my house other than for daily tasks and things I needed to be done. Prior to that I worked and just quit after it became too much for me. It's funny isn't it? I do like socializing, but on my terms. At the current state I can barely go outside and talk to people without getting anxious and my regular chaos inside inside my head. I'm missing my life and I become more and more empty on the inside as time goes by. I feel closer to death than I've ever been before.

I feel so in touch with your posts, they're speaking to me on a very deep relatable level

 

[The Abyss]

You're not wanted by others, simple as that.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” -st blackops2cel

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I've been living in Los Santos for the past 3 years

 

[Cuyen]

You're not wanted by others, simple as that.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

i really wish i was an orc mage killing humans yes.

 

[Twinkcel]

That’s why I can’t play mmo because normies ruin the experience for me.