earming
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i'm too low iq to be good at or enjoy reading/watching youtube/ playing video games etc so the only thing that is pleasurable for me is food.
so i'm not sure whether i should starve myself because the pursuit of food is meaningless, hedonistic and arbitrary. especially for an truecel such as myself who doesn't deserve sustenance. and maybe living ascetically will give me that edge to kill myself as i separate my non-existant soul from worldly pleasure, if you get my meaning. i think i should start starving myself from the little pleasure i receive to prepare and entice my mind for death, do you agree? what are your views surrounding pleasure and living austerely?
so i'm not sure whether i should starve myself because the pursuit of food is meaningless, hedonistic and arbitrary. especially for an truecel such as myself who doesn't deserve sustenance. and maybe living ascetically will give me that edge to kill myself as i separate my non-existant soul from worldly pleasure, if you get my meaning. i think i should start starving myself from the little pleasure i receive to prepare and entice my mind for death, do you agree? what are your views surrounding pleasure and living austerely?