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tl;dr foid dates an ugly guy and a fat guy, then gets a Chad bf and suddenly realizes how amazing sex is. girls only truly enjoy sex when they're WITH CHAD.
If this doesn't make you want to sui, then you don't belong on this forum.
Sex felt like a chore. My parents sometimes let him spend the night. He’d finish having sex with me and fall asleep while I quietly cried myself to sleep. I cared for him very much, but I never felt attracted to his body, if that makes sense. He was very overweight, more than twice my weight and width. He was good to me, but our sex life suffered. Sex was painful, physically and emotionally. I tried, I really did, but I didn’t love his body in that way.
I wish I could’ve been a better partner to him and communicated my feelings, I realize this now. I didn’t know that I could be attracted to the person I was having sex with.
My current boyfriend and I have been together for 7 months, and known each other for 4 years. He was actually the first guy I had ever been physically attracted to before dating. He was really handsome. He smelled really good, too.
I think I knew something was different about him when we finally touched. It felt rejoice-full, like my skin was singing.
He would just lean down and breathe near my ear and I’d get shivers. He had such an affect on me.
For the first time in my life, I WANTED to be pleased. I wanted to feel what it was like to be touched and pleasured by someone I was ACTUALLY attracted to.
If this doesn't make you want to sui, then you don't belong on this forum.