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I'm 18 and freshman in college. There was this boy I met at a party my first weekend here in late August who I was really attracted to and soon found out that he's a student instructor for my physics class. He is a junior and 20 years old. I posted a few things about him and how cute he was on my Snapchat stories, and I had people tell me that he was gay. I was a little heartbroken but I kept a little interest in him, which he caught onto. I also think some people relayed some of that information to him.
I sit in the very back of my physics lecture and he tends to sit there too. Around mid-October, we started talking. To make a long story short, about two weeks ago, he expressed a mutual interest in me and he said he wasn't gay, but bi and trying to sort through his feelings. I told him I was pretty much in the same situation and I was hoping to experiment more sexually in college to give me solid answers. He asked me if I wanted to "have a little fun" with him sometime during the weekend and I obviously said yes.
IMAGINE A FOID APPROACHING YOU LIKE THAT. IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN TO YOU. ONLY CHAD.
We both agreed beforehand that we would have sex, and he decided to get a hotel room at a hotel close to the college for guaranteed privacy. Last weekend, we went to the hotel room and hung out a little bit before we got into things. I don't know how many details I should provide here without getting too TMI, but we had oral sex and touched each other a little bit, before he wanted to start PIV. I got really nervous, mainly due to negative past experiences, and I told him I wanted to stop.
He was really shocked and angry, and said we needed to go through with it. I told him I didn't want to and tried to get off the bed. He grabbed me and I tried to run away from him. He threw me onto the bed, I freaked out and started hitting him and screaming. He grabbed my neck and starting choking me. I almost blacked out before he let go and forced himself into me.
We stayed in the hotel room for the rest of the night, and went back to the college in the morning. I stopped responding to his calls and texts, and removed him on social media. I started sitting in the front row of physics. This week, I've had many people tell me that he's looking for me and wants to talk. I didn't respond to any of them. Yesterday, I was walking back to my building on campus and he started walking alongside me. He looked like he had been crying. I asked him what he wanted and he asked me why I was avoiding him. I told him I didn't like what he did to me, and he said it wasn't fair of me to try and "pull a fast one" like that when we both agreed to it and were looking forward to it.
Why the fuck did she ask him for sex and then lead him on and back out last minute?