Today at school was just a shitshow I swear. (Actual story on paragraph 2).For context there are these girls in my year who make me into their inside joke or something. I normally turn a blind eye to this because it's just normal at this point. I'd say it's prob been like this for a year now. There's this one chimp shitskin ape fag that's the worst though. Always coming up to me when I'm alone with her friends and laughing and asking me stupid ass questions and when I move away they call me a pussy and a bitch. I ignore this been happening for the past year now.
Today however whilst I was walking out of school trying to get to my friend so I could walk home with him and not alone she was in my way, walking like stupidly slow. I ask her excuse me please because I'm pretty much blocked in from all sides as its crowded as hell and I was trying to be polite. She turns around and says what the fuck did you say to me? I play it off and say "I asked if you could excuse me". Dumb fucking ape chimps out and pushes me infront of everyone and I nearly fucking trip. Oh my fucking god. Infront of a fucking crowd and this fucking ape pushed me, my immediate reaction in my head was I'm going to fuck up this bitch but I realise everybody is now looking so I just say without thinking ill fucking beat the shit out of you. I wish I really did punch that fucking bitch in the face but I knew it would be over for me so I swiftly catch up with my friend who was at the front of this hallway by now. I can hear this apes friends all saying I'm a fucking bum and I need to go get a haircut and I'm a fucking paki but I ignore it.
I've never actually felt so hateful after this afternoon. I've stayed in my room for about 5hours now just replaying that moment and it's haunting me. Everybody watching, getting publicly humiliated by a fucking ape foid. God bro I actually should've fucking put that bitch to sleep.
Today however whilst I was walking out of school trying to get to my friend so I could walk home with him and not alone she was in my way, walking like stupidly slow. I ask her excuse me please because I'm pretty much blocked in from all sides as its crowded as hell and I was trying to be polite. She turns around and says what the fuck did you say to me? I play it off and say "I asked if you could excuse me". Dumb fucking ape chimps out and pushes me infront of everyone and I nearly fucking trip. Oh my fucking god. Infront of a fucking crowd and this fucking ape pushed me, my immediate reaction in my head was I'm going to fuck up this bitch but I realise everybody is now looking so I just say without thinking ill fucking beat the shit out of you. I wish I really did punch that fucking bitch in the face but I knew it would be over for me so I swiftly catch up with my friend who was at the front of this hallway by now. I can hear this apes friends all saying I'm a fucking bum and I need to go get a haircut and I'm a fucking paki but I ignore it.
I've never actually felt so hateful after this afternoon. I've stayed in my room for about 5hours now just replaying that moment and it's haunting me. Everybody watching, getting publicly humiliated by a fucking ape foid. God bro I actually should've fucking put that bitch to sleep.
