LifeFuel (Firstpost) 20s, Scoliosis, living with parents and wage-slaving. Losing hope.

[Tonny Radovan]

Im a practicing Catholic male in my twenties, and I have been going through a prolonged period of emotional, spiritual, and psychological exhaustion. I am facing difficulties at work, including a toxic environment, an overload of responsibilities, and conflicts that trigger anxiety and struggles with scruples. Financially, I am unstable and living with my parents, which affects my self-esteem and my sense of progress into adulthood.
I have a significant physical limitation due to a scoliosis surgery, which prevented me from continuing sports that gave my life meaning and discipline, such as boxing and BMX. This has contributed to discouragement, a loss of energy, and a feeling of stagnation.
Regarding relationships, I have dealt with rejection and romantic frustration for years. Currently, an interaction with a young woman from church has awakened anxiety, insecurity, and fear of rejection—especially due to sporadic responses—which has intensified old feelings of inadequacy and loneliness.
Spiritually, I seek to live my faith seriously, but I fight a recurring battle against habitual sins. This causes weariness, guilt, and the feeling that I am abusing God's mercy, despite continuing to receive the Sacraments. I am experiencing periods of spiritual dryness, discouragement in prayer, and difficulty maintaining hope.
Overall, I feel overwhelmed, isolated, with low self-esteem, and without a clear perspective on the future. I am seeking guidance to reorganize my emotional, spiritual, and practical life without falling into despair or resentment

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

Everyone here is a loser, you're not likely to get much guidance from anyone here tbqh w/ u buddy boyo.

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

Brutal first post, though. Sorry about your circumstances.

 

[Skeptik]

Im a practicing Catholic male in my twenties, and I have been going through a prolonged period of emotional, spiritual, and psychological exhaustion. I am facing difficulties at work, including a toxic environment, an overload of responsibilities, and conflicts that trigger anxiety and struggles with scruples. Financially, I am unstable and living with my parents, which affects my self-esteem and my sense of progress into adulthood.
I have a significant physical limitation due to a scoliosis surgery, which prevented me from continuing sports that gave my life meaning and discipline, such as boxing and BMX. This has contributed to discouragement, a loss of energy, and a feeling of stagnation.
Regarding relationships, I have dealt with rejection and romantic frustration for years. Currently, an interaction with a young woman from church has awakened anxiety, insecurity, and fear of rejection—especially due to sporadic responses—which has intensified old feelings of inadequacy and loneliness.
Spiritually, I seek to live my faith seriously, but I fight a recurring battle against habitual sins. This causes weariness, guilt, and the feeling that I am abusing God's mercy, despite continuing to receive the Sacraments. I am experiencing periods of spiritual dryness, discouragement in prayer, and difficulty maintaining hope.
Overall, I feel overwhelmed, isolated, with low self-esteem, and without a clear perspective on the future. I am seeking guidance to reorganize my emotional, spiritual, and practical life without falling into despair or resentment

God loved you so much he put you in this situation

 

[GreerTech Creations]

Im a practicing Catholic male in my twenties, and I have been going through a prolonged period of emotional, spiritual, and psychological exhaustion. I am facing difficulties at work, including a toxic environment, an overload of responsibilities, and conflicts that trigger anxiety and struggles with scruples. Financially, I am unstable and living with my parents, which affects my self-esteem and my sense of progress into adulthood.
I have a significant physical limitation due to a scoliosis surgery, which prevented me from continuing sports that gave my life meaning and discipline, such as boxing and BMX. This has contributed to discouragement, a loss of energy, and a feeling of stagnation.
Regarding relationships, I have dealt with rejection and romantic frustration for years. Currently, an interaction with a young woman from church has awakened anxiety, insecurity, and fear of rejection—especially due to sporadic responses—which has intensified old feelings of inadequacy and loneliness.
Spiritually, I seek to live my faith seriously, but I fight a recurring battle against habitual sins. This causes weariness, guilt, and the feeling that I am abusing God's mercy, despite continuing to receive the Sacraments. I am experiencing periods of spiritual dryness, discouragement in prayer, and difficulty maintaining hope.
Overall, I feel overwhelmed, isolated, with low self-esteem, and without a clear perspective on the future. I am seeking guidance to reorganize my emotional, spiritual, and practical life without falling into despair or resentment

You could build a Galatea v3.0.8. Not only will it provide a backup plan in case the church girl doesn't work out, but it will also give you a sense of purpose and a hobby (3D printing)

Galatea v3 Series

greertech.neocities.org

 

[GreerTech Creations]

Im a practicing Catholic male in my twenties, and I have been going through a prolonged period of emotional, spiritual, and psychological exhaustion. I am facing difficulties at work, including a toxic environment, an overload of responsibilities, and conflicts that trigger anxiety and struggles with scruples. Financially, I am unstable and living with my parents, which affects my self-esteem and my sense of progress into adulthood.
I have a significant physical limitation due to a scoliosis surgery, which prevented me from continuing sports that gave my life meaning and discipline, such as boxing and BMX. This has contributed to discouragement, a loss of energy, and a feeling of stagnation.
Regarding relationships, I have dealt with rejection and romantic frustration for years. Currently, an interaction with a young woman from church has awakened anxiety, insecurity, and fear of rejection—especially due to sporadic responses—which has intensified old feelings of inadequacy and loneliness.
Spiritually, I seek to live my faith seriously, but I fight a recurring battle against habitual sins. This causes weariness, guilt, and the feeling that I am abusing God's mercy, despite continuing to receive the Sacraments. I am experiencing periods of spiritual dryness, discouragement in prayer, and difficulty maintaining hope.
Overall, I feel overwhelmed, isolated, with low self-esteem, and without a clear perspective on the future. I am seeking guidance to reorganize my emotional, spiritual, and practical life without falling into despair or resentment

I also want to add: Psalms 141-145

 

[MajorThomas666]

Talk to a Trapist monk. Idk. I use to. Only me I could talk to and they didn't judge. I'd talk to one in a trappist gift shop way back when.

Sometimes I wish to be a monk but then I read the rules and I feel I'd die an early death due to how strict it is.

Jesus said if you love the world, you hate me.

I don't really k ow what to say, we're all in similar situations.

Im a practicing Catholic male in my twenties, and I have been going through a prolonged period of emotional, spiritual, and psychological exhaustion. I am facing difficulties at work, including a toxic environment, an overload of responsibilities, and conflicts that trigger anxiety and struggles with scruples. Financially, I am unstable and living with my parents, which affects my self-esteem and my sense of progress into adulthood.
I have a significant physical limitation due to a scoliosis surgery, which prevented me from continuing sports that gave my life meaning and discipline, such as boxing and BMX. This has contributed to discouragement, a loss of energy, and a feeling of stagnation.
Regarding relationships, I have dealt with rejection and romantic frustration for years. Currently, an interaction with a young woman from church has awakened anxiety, insecurity, and fear of rejection—especially due to sporadic responses—which has intensified old feelings of inadequacy and loneliness.
Spiritually, I seek to live my faith seriously, but I fight a recurring battle against habitual sins. This causes weariness, guilt, and the feeling that I am abusing God's mercy, despite continuing to receive the Sacraments. I am experiencing periods of spiritual dryness, discouragement in prayer, and difficulty maintaining hope.
Overall, I feel overwhelmed, isolated, with low self-esteem, and without a clear perspective on the future. I am seeking guidance to reorganize my emotional, spiritual, and practical life without falling into despair or resentment

 

[GrokGhoul]

Talk to a Trapist monk. Idk. I use to. Only me I could talk to and they didn't judge. I'd talk to one in a trappist gift shop way back when.

Sometimes I wish to be a monk but then I read the rules and I feel I'd die an early death due to how strict it is.

Jesus said if you love the world, you hate me.

I don't really k ow what to say, we're all in similar situations.

 

[Reapercel]

It’s over