Deleted member 1780
FBIcel
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So this is my 4th and last year here. I have no energy for this anymore, and I was burnt out the moment my first lecture ended. I'm sick of seeing 6'8'' giga chads having girls giggle around them. I'm sick of being a low status, depressed, ugly male. I fucking can't do this shit anymore. I feel like I'm going to snap any time now.
I've been coping with careermaxxing and mathmaxxing, but those deep blackpilled thoughts about how the only thing that really matter in this life is acquiring female attention breaks the illusion. The honkpill doesn't work anymore either.
There is nothing left of me guys. I'm just experiencing things, but I'm already dead.
I've been coping with careermaxxing and mathmaxxing, but those deep blackpilled thoughts about how the only thing that really matter in this life is acquiring female attention breaks the illusion. The honkpill doesn't work anymore either.
There is nothing left of me guys. I'm just experiencing things, but I'm already dead.