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Ap0calypse
Radical Faction
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- Apr 23, 2018
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This morning while daydreaming about my life in my make-believe world, I refused to return back to reality despite irl pressures. I am glad that my work today is over, I can return back to bed and think about the happy life I created in my mind. I hope I have another dream tonight, they are always so much fun. Dreams are the only light in this endless pit of darkness.
I don't want to live anymore. Aside from my biology research, dreaming, and video games, this world is suffering. All I ever wanted was to explore and experience this world with a female who loves me. This is the culmination of my dreams. But since your combination of genetically controlled physical traits are the base for attractiveness as a male, this wish is impossible. I don't care what she looks like. I just want someone. Due to my grotesque appearance, I am forever doomed. My past bullying due to appearance and rejections due to my appearance have proved this.
Our destiny: eternal suffering in the abyss of loneliness.
I don't want to live anymore. Aside from my biology research, dreaming, and video games, this world is suffering. All I ever wanted was to explore and experience this world with a female who loves me. This is the culmination of my dreams. But since your combination of genetically controlled physical traits are the base for attractiveness as a male, this wish is impossible. I don't care what she looks like. I just want someone. Due to my grotesque appearance, I am forever doomed. My past bullying due to appearance and rejections due to my appearance have proved this.
Our destiny: eternal suffering in the abyss of loneliness.