itsOVER
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I'm just fucking losing it. When I look back on my 26 years of life, I am a complete fucking worthless failure. Got thrown out by family yesterday and now I'm staying in this 22 person-to-a-room hostel. Oh yeah and I'll have to stay here for the next 3 months as I've got no money for anything better, fucking REEE.
It's not just that. Everytime I go into college, Chads heightmogging me everywhere. You've all no fucking idea what it's like to always be treated like a kid because you're 5ft 7 in a tall country. Obviously no girls ever give me the time of day. Fuck, NO ONE gives me the time of day, it's like they're always treating me as though I'm a 10 year old.
My romantic life is obviously ogre tier. My 'career life' never got going, I got fired from both my jobs after college in the UK. They said it was 'poor performance', but I now know it's because I didn't have a good looks halo protecting me everywhere I went. Society wants us ugly males to sit indoors and do nothing, or preferably kill ourselves.
Explained to family yesterday that I'd be going back to SEA after graduation, as I'll never have a good social and career life here because of my weak jawline and 5ft 7 height. They went mental, refusing to even talk about looks, kept talking about how people get friends and relationships through kunfidunce and personality, and people get good jobs through hard work. I'M JUST FUCKING LOSING IT. It's like I'm the only one who sees lookism in this whole country of fucking sheep.
Sick of being ignored or being treated like shit. I'm sick of never having any white girl give me a second glance. Sick of this whole fucking society that looks down on me for things completely outside of my control. Chad and Stacy live life on easy mode...hell, even the normies seem to have more good moments than bad. It's just us who get to sit here and be outcast by everyone and everything because of how we look. Life is so fucking unfair.
(Cucktears: no I'm not actually going ER, fuck off).
It's not just that. Everytime I go into college, Chads heightmogging me everywhere. You've all no fucking idea what it's like to always be treated like a kid because you're 5ft 7 in a tall country. Obviously no girls ever give me the time of day. Fuck, NO ONE gives me the time of day, it's like they're always treating me as though I'm a 10 year old.
My romantic life is obviously ogre tier. My 'career life' never got going, I got fired from both my jobs after college in the UK. They said it was 'poor performance', but I now know it's because I didn't have a good looks halo protecting me everywhere I went. Society wants us ugly males to sit indoors and do nothing, or preferably kill ourselves.
Explained to family yesterday that I'd be going back to SEA after graduation, as I'll never have a good social and career life here because of my weak jawline and 5ft 7 height. They went mental, refusing to even talk about looks, kept talking about how people get friends and relationships through kunfidunce and personality, and people get good jobs through hard work. I'M JUST FUCKING LOSING IT. It's like I'm the only one who sees lookism in this whole country of fucking sheep.
Sick of being ignored or being treated like shit. I'm sick of never having any white girl give me a second glance. Sick of this whole fucking society that looks down on me for things completely outside of my control. Chad and Stacy live life on easy mode...hell, even the normies seem to have more good moments than bad. It's just us who get to sit here and be outcast by everyone and everything because of how we look. Life is so fucking unfair.
(Cucktears: no I'm not actually going ER, fuck off).