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2008 was when I first read about autopsies on Wikipedia. I was 18.
2010 was when I saw the "dissected chan" image, a dead woman with her eyeball out and placed in her mouth and vagina
2011 was when I saw my first female autopsy video on Youtube.
I was hooked, I could not stop masturbating to it. I remember that day I was at University, it was a Thursday I think? My pops picked me up on his way back from work to go home for the holidays, I sat in the car almost silent, both at what I had witnessed on Youtube and what I had found out about myself and my new addiction.
I'd never seen the human body taken apart so clinically and uncaringly before. In fact, I'd never seen a human body taken apart full stop, let alone that of an attractive young woman. She was American and this was the first world who was doing it and recording it.
Over the years, I found more autopsy videos popping up on Youtube, mostly from China and India, each one more shocking than the last.
aged 21-25 I was addicted to watching women getting torn apart on the autopsy table. I think this was due to a lack of female interaction growing up. I used to be ashamed when I was more normal, now I think why should I let femoids make me feel guilty about my little fetish.
That was my early to mid 20s ruined. I was ashamed of what women would think if they ever found out. Now I know it doesn't matter.
2010 was when I saw the "dissected chan" image, a dead woman with her eyeball out and placed in her mouth and vagina
2011 was when I saw my first female autopsy video on Youtube.
I was hooked, I could not stop masturbating to it. I remember that day I was at University, it was a Thursday I think? My pops picked me up on his way back from work to go home for the holidays, I sat in the car almost silent, both at what I had witnessed on Youtube and what I had found out about myself and my new addiction.
I'd never seen the human body taken apart so clinically and uncaringly before. In fact, I'd never seen a human body taken apart full stop, let alone that of an attractive young woman. She was American and this was the first world who was doing it and recording it.
Over the years, I found more autopsy videos popping up on Youtube, mostly from China and India, each one more shocking than the last.
aged 21-25 I was addicted to watching women getting torn apart on the autopsy table. I think this was due to a lack of female interaction growing up. I used to be ashamed when I was more normal, now I think why should I let femoids make me feel guilty about my little fetish.
That was my early to mid 20s ruined. I was ashamed of what women would think if they ever found out. Now I know it doesn't matter.
