Feeshtu’s Story Time 1

[Feeshtu]

I remember so many dark days.
But I will tell just about one of them.
I am not Elliot so nobody cares as much about my life story anyway.

I was young, only 19.
I was at my brothers apartment and I had bought 10 hits of LSD.

After my brother and I played some Age of Empires, I took one of the hits of acid.

Nothing happened. So I took another hit.

Still nothing was happening. So I took the other 8 hits of LSD.

After about 15 minutes….the trip began.

I watched the field move, the building marshmallow up and balloon. The character on a poster ate the apple in his hand. The fabric on the couch raised up.

Then, I opened a porn magazine. I began looking at some Latina pornstar, whose name I don’t remember now.

The though hit me with earthquake force.

I was there, so far away. I would never have sex with that pornstar….or any other woman.

In fact, every woman in the world hated me.
Every foid teacher had hated me.
Every foid classmate hated me.
Every foid coworker hated me.

I began to partially cry. I had no tears, but my eyes felt it.

The next morning, I drove home….still tripping.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

tales from the slums of new delhi

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

I don't need LSD to feel this tbh.

Life sucks, it's over.

 

[curryboy420]

This is why I stopped doing acid . The negative thought spirals of my life is a failure, I am a failure, etc. feeling bad about everything in life for 12 hours intensely. Then you try come up with a plan to fix it on the comedown. But you can't fix it.