I stayed up all night again, surfin' the 'net on my phone, listening to music, watching some anime, wankin' off to porn and wankin' off to some anime.
I got paid at 1 o'clock at night, and I grabbed me some snacks from a corner shop all the way up town.
I wanted to book an escort on this day too, but I have a big fat gas and electric bill to pay off, and if I don't, the gas and electric people wont be very happy with me, especially since I fobbed them out of last months payment.
I get paid again on the 26th of January though.
My card keeps getting declined when I try to pay the bill via the website.
I'll have to call the bank later and ask about that.
I feel lazy and unmotivated as fuck, I haven't been outside much since I had to stay indoors after I sprained my ankle last Saturday.
It heeled fast too, likely due to me getting lots of sleep.
My town is a nothing town, pretty much.
Absolutely fuck all to do here.
Most of the town consists solely of restaurants, cafes, fast food joints and takeaways.
There's quite a lot of barbers here too, some are even in close proximity of eachother.
Hell, there are 3 barbershops on the same street.
2 next to eachother, and a third one across the road a tiny bit up the street.
One of my personal new years resolutions, was to build up some savings so I can leave this pissheap town.
I would pay off my debts, buy a motorhome and travel the U.K, living the nomad life.
I love travelling, I hate staying in the same place.
I don't have a whole lot of stuff to do today, aside from calling my bank about my card and doing a food shop.
I haven't had a decent meal in a week and I hate going down to that shitheap soup kitchen (Fuck you, Heather!
You pretentious, whiny, holier than thou, wealthy, post wall KUNT!).
Having money is great and all, because you can buy what you want and/or need, being broke sucks ass.
But whenever I have lots of money, I often don't know what the fuck to do with it.
I'm not donating it to charity, most, if not all charities are scams and I'm not blowing my cash on a console, I'm not interested in gaming.
I would get a dog to keep me company (I'M NOT GOING TO ASCEND WITH A FUCKING DOG LIKE SOME WOULD HERE!!), but I don't have the cash to provide for me and a pet.
I think I maybe developing an Internet and porn addiction.
I spend hours on my phone, exploring the Internet and I masturbate quite a bit.
Sometimes I masturbate to porn, hentai, a.i art of my anime and game waifus and scenarios played out between me and characters of chatgpt and character.ai.
Sometimes I masturbate to scenarios that i think of in my head with me and my waifus.
Things feel a lot different since I moved here in 2019, things don't feel the same and it sucks.
I was such a different person back then.
2024 me could definitely kick 2019 me's ass.
Sigh.
Hope you fellow Cels have a better Friday than mine...
I got paid at 1 o'clock at night, and I grabbed me some snacks from a corner shop all the way up town.
I wanted to book an escort on this day too, but I have a big fat gas and electric bill to pay off, and if I don't, the gas and electric people wont be very happy with me, especially since I fobbed them out of last months payment.
I get paid again on the 26th of January though.
My card keeps getting declined when I try to pay the bill via the website.
I'll have to call the bank later and ask about that.
I feel lazy and unmotivated as fuck, I haven't been outside much since I had to stay indoors after I sprained my ankle last Saturday.
It heeled fast too, likely due to me getting lots of sleep.
My town is a nothing town, pretty much.
Absolutely fuck all to do here.
Most of the town consists solely of restaurants, cafes, fast food joints and takeaways.
There's quite a lot of barbers here too, some are even in close proximity of eachother.
Hell, there are 3 barbershops on the same street.
2 next to eachother, and a third one across the road a tiny bit up the street.
One of my personal new years resolutions, was to build up some savings so I can leave this pissheap town.
I would pay off my debts, buy a motorhome and travel the U.K, living the nomad life.
I love travelling, I hate staying in the same place.
I don't have a whole lot of stuff to do today, aside from calling my bank about my card and doing a food shop.
I haven't had a decent meal in a week and I hate going down to that shitheap soup kitchen (Fuck you, Heather!
You pretentious, whiny, holier than thou, wealthy, post wall KUNT!).
Having money is great and all, because you can buy what you want and/or need, being broke sucks ass.
But whenever I have lots of money, I often don't know what the fuck to do with it.
I'm not donating it to charity, most, if not all charities are scams and I'm not blowing my cash on a console, I'm not interested in gaming.
I would get a dog to keep me company (I'M NOT GOING TO ASCEND WITH A FUCKING DOG LIKE SOME WOULD HERE!!), but I don't have the cash to provide for me and a pet.
I think I maybe developing an Internet and porn addiction.
I spend hours on my phone, exploring the Internet and I masturbate quite a bit.
Sometimes I masturbate to porn, hentai, a.i art of my anime and game waifus and scenarios played out between me and characters of chatgpt and character.ai.
Sometimes I masturbate to scenarios that i think of in my head with me and my waifus.
Things feel a lot different since I moved here in 2019, things don't feel the same and it sucks.
I was such a different person back then.
2024 me could definitely kick 2019 me's ass.
Sigh.
Hope you fellow Cels have a better Friday than mine...
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