SuicideFuel Feeling Suicidal and Self Harmed

[universallyabhorred]

My mood is very unstable, I was feeling ok but I started thinking about how undesirable I was to females and my ugly face. Suddenly all I wanted to do was kill myself, I felt trapped unless I did something. So I started banging my head against the wall a bunch of times mostly the back of my head but also the sides, hoping to lose consciousness or die. Then I took a steel water bottle and hit my head with it a bunch of times.

Now I have a headache, but obviously no real damage since I did not hit that hard probably due to my inability to bear pain and fear, I did feel a bit dazed for a few seconds after a few decent hits .

My head is much more sensitive right now, since I spent days and weeks for months doing this over and over last year. I even flagellated part of my left arm with a wire until my skin got cut and bled which scarred slightly.

I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up, I hate this world. Maybe I should just jump.

 

[Ticcel]

Don’t take it out your head man. Your brain is super important.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I started banging my head against the wall a bunch of times mostly the back of my head but also the sides

I've done this before too, wouldn't recommend.

 

[Dionysus]

damn i probably wouldnt go for the head try something else like your arm or leg if u cant control

 

[YoungCurryCell]

Do some drugs man it will help you feel calm

 

[Anoncel123]

Just find any cope to keep you alive.

 

[non tollitur]

Find a good cope

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I felt depressed af today too. i felt like crying too. I need to find copes but cant find any. I guess i can try getting interested in vidya again

 

[Deleted member 14430]

Try cleaning to clear your mind. Incel to incel advice

 

[Deleted member 9229]

Keep your head up buddy, as a fellow sub3 truecel ethnic shitskin always keep your head up.

 

[Michael15651]

Don’t take it out your head man. Your brain is super important.

Yeah, damage is irreversible.

 

[Bakura806]

Self harming is for foids, either find a cope or take yourself out for good

 

[starystulejarz]

I felt depressed af today too. i felt like crying too. I need to find copes but cant find any. I guess i can try getting interested in vidya again

i no longer can cry it's fucked up, i feel so miserable for the past 2 months i'm at the brink of going insane fuck i'm already went past that my humanity is being dismantled as we speak one brick at the time

 

[Hate_my_life]

Dont take it our on your head.

Take it out on your wall or if the worst comes to the worst a foid (For legal reasons I have to say I dont "encourage" it).

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Happens every time I look in the mirror for more than 30 seconds (every time I shave). At first I would punch myself in the side of the head and dig my nails into my chest. I have to cut my wrists to calm down and numb the suicidal feelings. I like to watch the blood go down the drain when I shower. It's relaxing and helps me get through breakdowns.

 

[Cuyen]

Don’t take it out your head man. Your brain is super important.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

I do the same shit, but I use my fists.

 

[SkinnyBaldcel]

One of the advantages living in the 21st century is that there are a so many copes to choose from

 

[WhatTheCuck]

Do some drugs man it will help you feel calm

Just become a drug addict theory?

 

[IncelGenocide]

Just go to MMA classes.

 

[Cuyen]

Just go to MMA classes.

doing sports are actually pretty good cope

 

[LastGerman]

Hit the gym.

 

[Izayacel]

Do some drugs man it will help you feel calm

 

[Deleted member 11032]

Buy a Nintendo Switch. It's a good cope tbh.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

damn i probably wouldnt go for the head try something else like your arm or leg if u cant control

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Keep your head up buddy, as a fellow sub3 truecel ethnic shitskin always keep your head up.

same

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Self harming is for foids,

Not always. I met a guy once who was addicted to cutting himself for no reason other than the endorphin rush. He said it was like smoking a cigarette or chewing gum to him, just a compulsive habit that relaxed him.

 

[Smallondick]

Do some drugs man it will help you feel calm

Jews pills.

 

[BrettyBoy]

Don’t give yourself headaches, man. When you’re already feeling glum, a headache in the mix makes it worse.