It's been too many years like this, getting nowhere or extreme difficulty progressing any rare romantic opportunities that arise. Then regrets of those said missed chances, even if they were not really great chances anyway in reality, they were better than nothing and a twinkling of hope.
The years pass, it just gets harder and harder and more is expected, a minimum wage job/no job or living with parents wouldn't have mattered so much in my late teens and early 20s. But now it's a huge deal to any prospective member of the opposite sex who may rarely like what she see's at first. I feel so tired of existing as me, I feel no motivation and my confidence is rock-bottom.
It was a bad idea joining a dating site again, typically ones my age or 10 years younger are out of long-term relationships and have kids and are looking for a nice guy to cuck for money, or one in a similar situation, or at least a guy who's had some relationship/sexual experience in the past.
I fit NOWHERE, it's such a horrible and hopeless feeling and it's all my own fault I ended up like this.
The years pass, it just gets harder and harder and more is expected, a minimum wage job/no job or living with parents wouldn't have mattered so much in my late teens and early 20s. But now it's a huge deal to any prospective member of the opposite sex who may rarely like what she see's at first. I feel so tired of existing as me, I feel no motivation and my confidence is rock-bottom.
It was a bad idea joining a dating site again, typically ones my age or 10 years younger are out of long-term relationships and have kids and are looking for a nice guy to cuck for money, or one in a similar situation, or at least a guy who's had some relationship/sexual experience in the past.
I fit NOWHERE, it's such a horrible and hopeless feeling and it's all my own fault I ended up like this.
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