Also I feel paranoid too, thinking of all the harsh realities of life
But yeah I’ve posted about this before
But I think I might have a phobia of cars because I start thinking about car crashes more then anything, it’s been something I’ve thought about a lot since a young age.
But yeah just feel out of place and awkward. Walked around this shitty dust covered rust belt town yesterday and everything felt wrong. I was basically the only one walking around, usually a good thing because anyone else is a drug addict and I don’t want to deal with those especially as a high inhibit loner. You see all these ugly nobodies driving around (obese, old, spic, ugly face ect) then I realized am no different then them
Just a fucking nobody goop glop goy consumer #6,656,454,655. Trap in his head walking along a road while cars speed past at 70MPH.
Hope I don’t end up on some gore site one day, isn’t it funny? How you can live your stupid life and then one day get hit by a vehicle and the only time people will collectively remember you is with a five second gore GIF of your death.
Your personal snuff flim “Erm technically that’s not a snuff flim blah blah whatever” will be sponsored by a sleazy cam girl site.
Like I remember when I was a teen I went through that teenage phase where you go on best gore a few times. Anyway I saw literal porn adds on there and I was like WTF nigga. That shit is so evil man, I didn’t want to give up my innocent and fucking left with out looking back.
Like every one here I went down the porn rabbit hole, I think I was 13 years with my brand new iPhone 5 lol and one of my first porn videos online was a red head foid at a beach stuffing strawberries or something into here vagina. So right off the bat my brain was already getting a premium dose of grade A degeneracy.
Don’t really feel nostalgic for any of it, feels surreal. The only time I look back at this degenerate mind virus was rule 34 porn and that’s about it
And of course I’ve gone down the conspiracy rabbit hole as well, not as spiritual rotten like the above mentioned but definitely a huge time waster, truth about conspiracy theories is that you’ll never know the truth. A lie is said a thousand different ways while the truth can only be said one exact way
And of course I fell down the race rabbit hole, I mean who hasn’t for fuck sake. Also forgot about the military industrial complex and corpo media. WW3 is the white westerns vs the turd worlders invaders
Wish sometimes there was no internet, but then what else would be doing? Oh that’s right basically nothing.
What the fuck am I even typing anymore.
It’s almost impossible for me to explain my feelings
Fucking pointless man
But yeah I’ve posted about this before
But I think I might have a phobia of cars because I start thinking about car crashes more then anything, it’s been something I’ve thought about a lot since a young age.
But yeah just feel out of place and awkward. Walked around this shitty dust covered rust belt town yesterday and everything felt wrong. I was basically the only one walking around, usually a good thing because anyone else is a drug addict and I don’t want to deal with those especially as a high inhibit loner. You see all these ugly nobodies driving around (obese, old, spic, ugly face ect) then I realized am no different then them
Just a fucking nobody goop glop goy consumer #6,656,454,655. Trap in his head walking along a road while cars speed past at 70MPH.
Hope I don’t end up on some gore site one day, isn’t it funny? How you can live your stupid life and then one day get hit by a vehicle and the only time people will collectively remember you is with a five second gore GIF of your death.
Your personal snuff flim “Erm technically that’s not a snuff flim blah blah whatever” will be sponsored by a sleazy cam girl site.
Like I remember when I was a teen I went through that teenage phase where you go on best gore a few times. Anyway I saw literal porn adds on there and I was like WTF nigga. That shit is so evil man, I didn’t want to give up my innocent and fucking left with out looking back.
Like every one here I went down the porn rabbit hole, I think I was 13 years with my brand new iPhone 5 lol and one of my first porn videos online was a red head foid at a beach stuffing strawberries or something into here vagina. So right off the bat my brain was already getting a premium dose of grade A degeneracy.
Don’t really feel nostalgic for any of it, feels surreal. The only time I look back at this degenerate mind virus was rule 34 porn and that’s about it
And of course I’ve gone down the conspiracy rabbit hole as well, not as spiritual rotten like the above mentioned but definitely a huge time waster, truth about conspiracy theories is that you’ll never know the truth. A lie is said a thousand different ways while the truth can only be said one exact way
And of course I fell down the race rabbit hole, I mean who hasn’t for fuck sake. Also forgot about the military industrial complex and corpo media. WW3 is the white westerns vs the turd worlders invaders
Wish sometimes there was no internet, but then what else would be doing? Oh that’s right basically nothing.
What the fuck am I even typing anymore.
It’s almost impossible for me to explain my feelings
Fucking pointless man
