It's Over feel like everything i do is worthless and incomplete. this feeling paralyses me. i cant put real effort into anything cause of it.

[Lookslikeit]

everything i do is loser, bottom of the barrel shit, last resource activity. i cant understand how one constantly does these mechinistical behaviours and doesnt feel bad about it in any way, shape or form. i just wanted to be productive with my life somehow. feel like what im doing is worthwhile, edificates me as a person and shit. but i cant even think of an avenue of behaviour that would mean that to me, instead of mindless consooming my life away.

thoughts?

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

The repetitiveness is one of its worst aspects for sure. It gets incredibly boring. Especially when the copes start running out and routine rarely changes.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

 

[Popovshishman]

everything i do is loser, bottom of the barrel shit, last resource activity. i cant understand how one constantly does these mechinistical behaviours and doesnt feel bad about it in any way, shape or form. i just wanted to be productive with my life somehow. feel like what im doing is worthwhile, edificates me as a person and shit. but i cant even think of an avenue of behaviour that would mean that to me, instead of mindless consooming my life away.

thoughts?

Have you considered trying to take up something creative? It's complete and utter copium, but it's been helping me deal with the negative emotions. Chose to learn guitar, has helped let out a lot of frustration. I'd say try learn a skill, something like drawing or art or 3d modelling and then create from there. Creativity should help you a lot with not feeling like that. Now don't get me wrong you're going to need to procrastinate a lot and put in the effort, but once you have it will have been worth it.

 

[VλREN]

I feel the exact Same way

I guess that’s all I can say without shitposting or something

 

[VλREN]

I think it’s because of fried dopamine?

Water take, but that’s probably why

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I feel you, I feel the same every day at work.
I think if you have nothing to loose you can try anything and hope to find somethin what fullfill your life. Or as already mentioned your learn some artistic skill or gymaxx if you want the illusion of progress.
I for my self gave to try and a usefull purpose in life. But still hope is a bitch and from time to time I trick myself into thinkin I could move on in life.

 

[Popovshishman]

illusion of progress

Damn, I didn't actually see it like that (well the gym is legit cope but that's besides the point).
I think hope's the only thing that keeps us going, deep down even the worst of us here probably still have some hope hidden deep down that one day we won't be here anymore or feel like this. It's a necessity, but one that won't ever fail to keep disappointing us when the bubble pops.

 

[Emba]

I made my living by knowledge of geology... So I knew at an early age that anything I did was less than dust.

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Damn, I didn't actually see it like that (well the gym is legit cope but that's besides the point).
I think hope's the only thing that keeps us going, deep down even the worst of us here probably still have some hope hidden deep down that one day we won't be here anymore or feel like this. It's a necessity, but one that won't ever fail to keep disappointing us when the bubble pops.

If you dont any hope left, dont commiting suicide is just inconsequence. If I wouldnt believe deep down that there would be a way to ascend I wouldnt be on this earth anymore