My dad left when I was real little, not surprising that I turned out the way I did. He’s been sort of in the picture for a few years now, financially helping my mother when he can since she is also neet, but now that I’m 21, my dad wants me to go to work. I understand why he wants me to go but I feel like I genuinely lack the willpower to go through with it.
Every time he has to give my mother money he tells her how “one day he’s gonna rely on nobody but himself” or “We can no longer afford to give him a comfortable life”. Mind you he says this WHILE TAKING CARE OF ANOTHER WOMAN’S CHILDREN. He fucking lives with some drunk looking bitch with two daughters, and before that he raised a step son starting when the stepson was 14 years old.
So he abandoned a mother and son only to eventually take care of another mother and son anyway, and now a mother with two daughters. Give me a fucking break. You can argue those women can take care of themselves financially but I find that hard to believe, and now he expects me to just man up and go wageslave after years of isolation and no father in my life? What does he fucking expect?
I feel so utterly fucked because I don’t really have a choice anymore, since he is facing prison time for tax evasion. If he’s gone then so is my guaranteed job since I’d be working with him so I guess I have to fully embrace adult life. Can’t wait for summers where I’m stuck in traffic on the way home, then have a panic attack/heat stroke in my car because the AC doesn’t fucking work.
Every time he has to give my mother money he tells her how “one day he’s gonna rely on nobody but himself” or “We can no longer afford to give him a comfortable life”. Mind you he says this WHILE TAKING CARE OF ANOTHER WOMAN’S CHILDREN. He fucking lives with some drunk looking bitch with two daughters, and before that he raised a step son starting when the stepson was 14 years old.
So he abandoned a mother and son only to eventually take care of another mother and son anyway, and now a mother with two daughters. Give me a fucking break. You can argue those women can take care of themselves financially but I find that hard to believe, and now he expects me to just man up and go wageslave after years of isolation and no father in my life? What does he fucking expect?
I feel so utterly fucked because I don’t really have a choice anymore, since he is facing prison time for tax evasion. If he’s gone then so is my guaranteed job since I’d be working with him so I guess I have to fully embrace adult life. Can’t wait for summers where I’m stuck in traffic on the way home, then have a panic attack/heat stroke in my car because the AC doesn’t fucking work.
