Fapping makes me sad

[Topend]

Been fapping for half my life and it is suicidefuel. Been wishing forever to have real intimacy. Never began.

 

[kaijicel]

understandable

 

[outcastgymcel23]

Been fapping for half my life and it is suicidefuel. Been wishing forever to have real intimacy. Never began.

 

[nice_try]

That's why I only do it as little as possible.

 

[Topend]

Yes but even if I watch a show I will get the urge. I get that I can‘t deny my sexuality but man the feeling afterwards is probably even worse then going home from work after friday only to know I will be rotting and petty myself for two days straight.

 

[Emba]

Brutal

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Fapping is just a depressing chore for me at this point. It only reminds me of what I can't have.

 

[Topend]

Brutal

Yes but better then one year ago when i was jestermaxxing and wageslaving for the goal i was never able to get - a family life or at least a signifigant other. I will be thirty soon so better late in the clear than never.

 

[Topend]

Hoping for grief state to be over soon.

Next phase in my life loading

 

[over_department]

Sometimes I wish I could just magically become a monk and have no feelings whatsoever

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

It doesn’t make me feel sad because I know my place as a man and where I stand in life.

 

[Sonicfancel]

Brutal, the post nut depression hit hard sometimes. Yet i still fap

 

[lifesucksxd]

its not even particularly pleasurable anymore for me, guess thats what happens when you do it quick and out of habit rather than actual desire

 

[Arkansasmentalcel]

I hate it so much. It feels so unnatural and evil

 

[YourTypicalLoner]

I have to fap to keep me sane, full balls make me unstable.

 

[PurgatoryPass]

I did it for years just to cope. It doesn't even feel good anymore and the frustration is a more lasting distraction. I will say when I give in and coom tho the post nut clarity is intense. I have visions. I want more of THAT part of it.