FAO Oldcels

[Awoo]

This thread is for oldcels (28+)

I am 30 years old and a loser in virtually every aspect of life. I have never had a job that pays more than minimum wage, I live with my parents, no money or savings because I blow what little money i do earn on things like food/games/alcohol. Naturally I also have no notably experience with foids too. Once you get to our age, people generally stop asking you mundane questions like "when will you get a gf anon" because they already know you are beyond all hope.

My life is pretty much an empty existence of alcohol, take out food and games, the rest is filled with work, sleep and gymceling. I lost all hope of escaping this lifestyle at around 26 years old, since then I have accepted my waste of life for what it is and have made general peace with it.

To fellow oldcels I ask

What is your current situation? When did you lose hope?

Tell me your story, and educate the youngcels on here as to what their future may look like.

 

[Deleted member 12273]

Same age here. Nothing can be done now. I ask the Demiurge to take my life every day.

 

[FrothySolutions]

I don't believe every youngcel is as doomed as I am. If you're young, I say take advantage of your youth. What have you got to lose?

 

[crestfallencel]

I was 25 when I finally got a job and my own apartment, and I thought, "This is it! This is my chance to make up for all my lost years!"

This was around when online dating sites like OKCupid were getting big but smartphones and Tinder hadn't taken off yet. I worked on my profile and sent messages for YEARS, but it never amounted to anything. One day it hit me like a brick wall: I'm 5'3", it was over before it began. I had a few shreds of hope remaining until my hair started thinning, then it was well and truly OVER. My life since has been endless wagecuckery and playing vidya on my days off, which will no doubt continue without interruption until my death.

 

[zangano1]

I'm not oldcel so i'm out

 

[Deleted member 18214]

I'm not oldcel so i'm out

 

[Awoo]

I was 25 when I finally got a job and my own apartment, and I thought, "This is it! This is my chance to make up for all my lost years!"

This was around when online dating sites like OKCupid were getting big but smartphones and Tinder hadn't taken off yet. I worked on my profile and sent messages for YEARS, but it never amounted to anything. One day it hit me like a brick wall: I'm 5'3", it was over before it began. I had a few shreds of hope remaining until my hair started thinning, then it was well and truly OVER. My life since has been endless wagecuckery and playing vidya on my days off, which will no doubt continue without interruption until my death.

cool story man, thanks for sharing.

Tinder and social media really was the nail in the coffin.

I feel so bad for the youngcels who will never experience an age prior to this.

 

[Bane of Arthropods]

I'm 5'3", it was over before it began.

brutal

 

[Angry_runt]

I'm 37 and life has improved over the last 7-8 years, mainly because I've been making more money. I will never lose hope because I know for a fact there are blind insane foids out there.

 

[ThePlagueDoctor]

I'm not oldcel so i'm out

how old are u?

 

[zangano1]

how old are u?

22

 

[CursedCel]

some oldcels are very based

 

[Deleted member 14805]

32 here and accepted my fate at around 27 or 28. My balding was worsening, and I began to mellow out due to age, all of my rage, anger and depression I had in my 20's have weakened alot. I would have bouts of depression, but my hate and anger rarely comes. As for my situation, I'm unemployed, living with folks, have no experience with females, have only one incel friend left and just fap 3 to 4 times on average daily, play vidya games, watch anime and cartoons, browse the net, daydream and sleep. Been like this for years after my lay off from my last job about 4 years ago.

I'm just kind of waiting for the reaper to come to my door. When that'll happen is anyone's guess.

 

[FunkyMonk]

Will be turning 30 this year. The end of 2018 was when all my optimism died. It's been a weird one, I lost weight and improved myself in my early 20s but now I just don't give a shit. It's funny because I took care of my health when I was a NEET but now I'm wagecucking I just eat junk. The willpower isn't there anymore. I just cope with music and vidya games. Hate going to sleep.

 

[Vorbei]

30 and NEET.

A TL;DR of my 20s is that I studied STEM at a top London university, went back home after I graduated, couldn't find any kind of work and just said fuck it and got addicted to MMOs. The past couple of years I've renewed my efforts to get into work but my social skills, which were never great, just don't cut it. During this time I read hundreds of books, learned a language (currently learning another) and got fairly close to a looksmaxxed body until a stint on SSRIs destroyed my progress. The late 20s were pretty rough but my life really isn't so bad now. Oldcels seem to go one of two ways, either into despair or into a kind of numb tranquility and I'm glad that for me it seems to be the latter.

As far as women go, I had a few crushes in my teens, all rejected me. At university I messaged a three-digit number of women on OKCupid/Match over the space of a couple of years and never got a number or a date. In addition to this, I unwittingly moved into a party house once I left halls, and even though I was meeting girls regularly, I always got the nice-guy-beta-male treatment, a sexuality-free zone. This was the point in life where I had the most going for me and put in the most effort, yet I had nothing to show for it despite the sheer number of women I was being exposed to. I never got angry or bitter about any of this, it just kind of deadened my attraction to women. I said in another thread that when I get a job, I'll give dating one last serious try. If that fails, I'll just walk away into the sunset.

To youngcels my advice is to do what you can to ____maxx and at least try before you leave full-time education. You're armed with the true rules of the game and that is a considerable asset, I wish I knew all of this stuff a decade ago. The agepill is a funny thing and you can't be sure how it's going to hit you. If you're going to rot, please do it with a clear conscience.

 

[FukFeminism]

I'm not oldcel so i'm out

 

[Deleted member 23656]

I am oldcel here. Maybe some of you will think what I'm saying here is too normie like and tell me to get out but I dun give a fug.

The worst thing that kills me is not lack of females. The blackpill states your genetics pretty much determined if you get anything which you can't control.

The worst thing is seeing all your peers suceed in life while not even trying. Meanwhile you're falling behind the rat race further.

Ffs my peers are senior managers at fortune 500 companies and they weren't significantly smarter than me. It's even more infuriating seeing those end up in stuff like law or investment banking.

These people are almost directors but they're the same age as you. They will be managing entire teams while having their own offices and families. They may even be on tv or doing seminars in fancy ass buildings. In that case what the fuck went wrong? Did I miss out on classes somewhere that all these people seemed to have attended?

It seems everyone went this class except me

 

[Twinkcel]

I’m 30 years old. I have an ok job and I make good money. I feel like the older I get the better my life gets. My only regret was wasting my 20’s I wish I worked on improving myself way sooner.

 

[Sheogorath]

This thread is for oldcels (28+)

I am 30 years old and a loser in virtually every aspect of life. I have never had a job that pays more than minimum wage, I live with my parents, no money or savings because I blow what little money i do earn on things like food/games/alcohol. Naturally I also have no notably experience with foids too. Once you get to our age, people generally stop asking you mundane questions like "when will you get a gf anon" because they already know you are beyond all hope.

My life is pretty much an empty existence of alcohol, take out food and games, the rest is filled with work, sleep and gymceling. I lost all hope of escaping this lifestyle at around 26 years old, since then I have accepted my waste of life for what it is and have made general peace with it.

To fellow oldcels I ask

What is your current situation? When did you lose hope?

Tell me your story, and educate the youngcels on here as to what their future may look like.

Sounds a lot like me except I do very minimal takeout/drinking, bimonthly at most. Also the gymcelling is minimal, it's more of a 'just try not to lose basic mobility and try not to become an uberfatass like your relations' maintenance.

I've lost hope in the cumulative "I have less hope than I used to" sense, but if you mean 'completely without hope' then no, I think there's always slivers and however small it shrinks and approaches zero, I convince myself not to round down.

Plus WHAT you hope for can also change (call it cope) in response to this. Simpler or different desires? Copes which seemed unfathomable/degenerate seem more appealing?

 

[Emba]

58cel, for me i knew it was over in college at 17. (Quit hs got "GED" went to college, then quit that too)

Shitty survival jobs. But mostly lived in the woods and prospected gold and mineral specimens, to sell at rock shops. Plus day labor BEFORE THE LATIN INVASION! (Day labor is dead for whites these days : (

Still a hermit. Except now I'm also an arthritic cripple. Neet.


Knowing what i know now, i probably would have crime maxxed into land ownership and basementmaxxed.

Either that, or studied permaculture early and social capitalmaxxed into land that way. As a fucking share-cropper gardener.

 

[mylifeistrash]

This thread is for oldcels (28+)

I am 30 years old and a loser in virtually every aspect of life. I have never had a job that pays more than minimum wage, I live with my parents, no money or savings because I blow what little money i do earn on things like food/games/alcohol. Naturally I also have no notably experience with foids too. Once you get to our age, people generally stop asking you mundane questions like "when will you get a gf anon" because they already know you are beyond all hope.

My life is pretty much an empty existence of alcohol, take out food and games, the rest is filled with work, sleep and gymceling. I lost all hope of escaping this lifestyle at around 26 years old, since then I have accepted my waste of life for what it is and have made general peace with it.

To fellow oldcels I ask

What is your current situation? When did you lose hope?

Tell me your story, and educate the youngcels on here as to what their future may look like.

a few years older. live with parents, decent job.

honestly it doesn't matter at this age, women and whoever else don't give a shit how successful you are

just try and cope and survive

 

[Haywire]

i dont drink or work. i slowly rot away day by day my mind is fucked also

i am about to be 36 all i can say is looksmax do all that you can because it gets worse with age much worse.

 

[FuckEmAll]

I'm 40 years old and fully realized around 35 that it wasn't going to happen for me anymore. This was before discovering Incels and the black pill. Sometimes I still have hope, like last year I met someone really cool but she ended up hurting my feelings and was completely depressed and devastated for weeks. Now I avoid women completely, I don't even talk to them unless it's required for my job. It feels ok for 90% of the time, the other 10% it can be super depressing especially around the Christmas holidays.

I have a good job that gives me all necessary comfort and allows me to save half my income each month. I should have enough money to retire before 50, but working is an excellent cope that provides structure in my life and it would probably be very unhealthy for me to stop working.
It's also pretty much my only means of social contact.
Other copes are video games, gym, movies, hiking and recently got into an education of oldtimer repairs and plan to fix a classic car. Some people might say I'm MGTOW, but I fully realize that I was sent my own way and it certainly was not my decision.