so yesterday was the birthday of the only person i care about - my mom.
we went to a restaurant and it was so horrible. so. fucking. horrible. family events ======= pure cancer.
apparently my mom got a really really good friend from work who she considers a daughter (a 28 years old 7/10 but cute AF. im 23 btw) i had no idea about her (i guess it happens when you barely talk to your family) anyway she came to the "celebration".
first of all like always my family was akward and annoying AF. always talking so loud everyone just looking at us. bothering the waiters for no reason. grandpa cursing. why the fuck im part of this?
so we are waiting for the food (the only good part of this horrible thing) and my mom introduce between me and her friend (she knew all my family expect me apparently).
i must say it was so weird to see my mom have a friend that age, and her friend was really really cool not some no lifer whale.
than my stupid sister and her BF came and my sister got mad that we sat in a way that both of them couldnt sit next to each other so she just stood and looked at all of us very akwardly with a mad face - it was so weird like who gives a shit? after 30 sec of pure awkwardness all of us changed seats. fucking lmao.
the worst thing is the only interesting person on this table - my mom friend, at the start was sitting very next to me and when we changed seats she was very far from me.
than my mom started to do what she does always when her friends involved - started talking to her about how "shy" i am and that im always on the PC. it doesnt matter how many times i will get mad at my mom for saying stuff like this to everyone, it will contiue to happen. i just need to accept it i guess. anyway confidence got to the floor once again.
when we were like 90% through our meal, i told my mom something and than because of what my mom said eariler, the friend thought its appropriate to say "oh first time i hear your son talk today." and then all of them laughed for me being "shy". feelsbad.
when we exited the restaurant, about to split, my mom friend wanted to give my sister a weird high five she likes to do and my sister was in a hurry so she just had to go.
my mom than said to her friend to do it with me, and the friend said "oh no i dont want to embarass him i know he's so shy".
it was just a stupid fucking high five, and she really thought im so shy and such a loser that i would be embarassed to do it.
just hand me over the rope.
btw i just hate when people thinks im shy. im not. i just dont give a shit about most conversations. i have 0 interests in them. not in a "im too cool" way ofcourse, more like im too dead inside to give a shit about stupid stuff most people talk about so i barely talk.
IT
WAS
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FROM
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1
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we went to a restaurant and it was so horrible. so. fucking. horrible. family events ======= pure cancer.
apparently my mom got a really really good friend from work who she considers a daughter (a 28 years old 7/10 but cute AF. im 23 btw) i had no idea about her (i guess it happens when you barely talk to your family) anyway she came to the "celebration".
first of all like always my family was akward and annoying AF. always talking so loud everyone just looking at us. bothering the waiters for no reason. grandpa cursing. why the fuck im part of this?
so we are waiting for the food (the only good part of this horrible thing) and my mom introduce between me and her friend (she knew all my family expect me apparently).
i must say it was so weird to see my mom have a friend that age, and her friend was really really cool not some no lifer whale.
than my stupid sister and her BF came and my sister got mad that we sat in a way that both of them couldnt sit next to each other so she just stood and looked at all of us very akwardly with a mad face - it was so weird like who gives a shit? after 30 sec of pure awkwardness all of us changed seats. fucking lmao.
the worst thing is the only interesting person on this table - my mom friend, at the start was sitting very next to me and when we changed seats she was very far from me.
than my mom started to do what she does always when her friends involved - started talking to her about how "shy" i am and that im always on the PC. it doesnt matter how many times i will get mad at my mom for saying stuff like this to everyone, it will contiue to happen. i just need to accept it i guess. anyway confidence got to the floor once again.
when we were like 90% through our meal, i told my mom something and than because of what my mom said eariler, the friend thought its appropriate to say "oh first time i hear your son talk today." and then all of them laughed for me being "shy". feelsbad.
when we exited the restaurant, about to split, my mom friend wanted to give my sister a weird high five she likes to do and my sister was in a hurry so she just had to go.
my mom than said to her friend to do it with me, and the friend said "oh no i dont want to embarass him i know he's so shy".
it was just a stupid fucking high five, and she really thought im so shy and such a loser that i would be embarassed to do it.
just hand me over the rope.
btw i just hate when people thinks im shy. im not. i just dont give a shit about most conversations. i have 0 interests in them. not in a "im too cool" way ofcourse, more like im too dead inside to give a shit about stupid stuff most people talk about so i barely talk.
IT
WAS
OVER
FROM
DAY
1
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