Extremely suicidal right now

[Genetic Dead End]

This is the only place where I can vent and let my anger out. Nobody gives a fuck about my problems, and I don't expect anyone to give a fuck anyway. My acne scarring destroyed me both physically and mentally. I tried everything to no avail, nothing is working, and my scars are looking worse each passing year. I know most of you guys are thanking god that you don't have acne scars and will porbably leave a generic reply to postmaxx, but I can't help but vent, I have nobody to talk to about this shit, I just keep it to myself until I have a mental breakdown. I never got to enjoy a single day of clear skin IN MY ENITRE POST PUBERTY LIFE. Last month I did a treatment where they injected tiny red hot needles all over my face to stimulate collagen production and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD to the point where I cried from the pain like a bitch in my car afterwards, the first time I cried in 13+ years. Just last week a fucking faggot told me that I should do something about my scars, I wanted to choke him right then and there so bad. Everytime I get close to anyone, I can see their eyes homing in on my cheeks with a look of disgust. This doesn't happen rarely, IT HAPPENS EVERY SINGLE TIME.

I've reached my breaking point, I did nothing to deserve this. I have to live the rest of my life with scars on my face while everyone looks at me with disgust and replusiveness, just because of my subhuman skin genetics. I just rot in my room all day, and only leave the house at 2am to get food, then go to class in the morning and sit alone and away from everyone. No living, sentient, conscious thing should endure this existence, an existence where you are forced to participate in a society that finds you puke inducing, and express no reluctancy to show it and say it to your face everyday.

 

[Deleted member 17984]

Sounds like its pretty over ngl

Spoiler

there's likely no current treatment if you've tried and failed so much, find something that helps you cope and dedicate your time to it, it isn't worth spending the rest of your life chasing clear skin when it just isn't going to happen

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I have acne scars too man, its brutal. Im getting surgery right now but the results are minimal. I will probably have to do other treatments to clear my skin 100%

 

[Genetic Dead End]

Sounds like its pretty over ngl

Spoiler

there's likely no current treatment if you've tried and failed so much, find something that helps you cope and dedicate your time to it, it isn't worth spending the rest of your life chasing clear skin when it just isn't going to happen

It doesn't sound like it's over, it is over.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

My acne scarring destroyed me both physically and mentally.

I understand how you feel, I'm also in the same boat.

I never got to enjoy a single day of clear skin IN MY ENITRE POST PUBERTY LIFE. Last month I did a treatment where they injected tiny red hot needles all over my face to stimulate collagen production and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD to the point where I cried from the pain like a bitch in my car afterwards

Fuck this is why I don't go to those treatments often, I went once and it hurt like a bitch too.
Fuckers with clear skin don't understand how lucky they are, I wanna kill them all..

 

[Mogged Loner]

You should look into better treatments there’s gotta be something out there for you.

If they can turn a penis into a fake vag they should be able fix scarring on your face

 

[Lame Dude]

Ouch. Cant say I experienced that. But In your position I would seriously consider make-up. Not paint a face on top of your face type, but simple foundation to hide scars. That might not help you get laid, but at least you will avoid faces of disgust until they get too close.

Or, if you were in an elite german university you could scarmaxx in mensur;

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I didn't read but all I can say is:
There's a chance your making things a bigger problem than they are
You will look back on this in the future and think if u killed urself it wouldn'tve been worth it

I've been in same place b4

 

[FAloner]

I know that pain bro. Went to laser treatment three times, and while it did a little thing, my scars are still clearly visible, i don't think its possible to get rid of them completely. I have to live with a disfigured face as well. It's over.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

No living, sentient, conscious thing should endure this existence, an existence where you are forced to participate in a society that finds you puke inducing, and express no reluctancy to show it and say it to your face everyday.

 

[Deleted member 24081]

Don’t hurt yourself friend. Life is tough but we’re all here for you.

 

[Emba]

This the only place where I can vent and let my anger out. Nobody gives a fuck about my problems, and I don't expect anyone to give a fuck anyway. My acne scarring destroyed me both physically and mentally. I tried everything to no avail, nothing is working, and my scars are looking worse each passing year. I know most of you guys are thanking god that you don't have acne scars and will porbably leave a generic reply to postmaxx, but I can't help but vent, I have nobody to talk to about this shit, I just keep it to myself until I have a mental breakdown. I never got to enjoy a single day of clear skin IN MY ENITRE POST PUBERTY LIFE. Last month I did a treatment where they injected tiny red hot needles all over my face to stimulate collagen production and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD to the point where I cried from the pain like a bitch in my car afterwards, the first time I cried in 13+ years. Just last week a fucking faggot told me that I should do something about my scars, I wanted to choke him right then and there so bad. Everytime I get close to anyone, I can see their eyes homing in on my cheeks with a look of disgust. This doesn't happen rarely, IT HAPPENS EVERY SINGLE TIME.

I've reached my breaking point, I did nothing to deserve this. I have to live the rest of my life with scars on my face while everyone looks at me with disgust and replusiveness, just because of my subhuman skin genetics. I just rot in my room all day, and only leave the house at 2am to get food, then go to class in the morning and sit alone and away from everyone. No living, sentient, conscious thing should endure this existence, an existence where you are forced to participate in a society that finds you puke inducing, and express no reluctancy to show it and say it to your face everyday.

I have acne scars too man, its brutal. Im getting surgery right now but the results are minimal. I will probably have to do other treatments to clear my skin 100%

I understand how you feel, I'm also in the same boat.


Fuck this is why I don't go to those treatments often, I went once and it hurt like a bitch too.
Fuckers with clear skin don't understand how lucky they are, I wanna kill them all..

To all scarfacecels!!!

Get yourself some LIVE COMPHREY PLANTS and some EPSOM SALT. Wash your face with Epsom salt water every day. Its magnesium sulphate. Leave it on your face. (It doesn't burn like magnesium chloride)

Grow the comphrey plants in a planter or outside. At night rub the fresh leaves on your face. Leave it on all night! Wash it off in the morning. Then put on some EPSOM salt water on your face and leave it.

THERE is no reason to believe me other than I say so! But. RESEARCH THE STUFF and you will find out for yourself.

It's really cheap and grows anywhere.
If you buy it dry, get organic if you can. But it works best fresh... It's a wonder herb! Hated by drs.

Epson salt can be found in drug stores and plant stores. Its cheaper at plant stores! I bought 5#'s off season for $2.50usd!

Feel free to ask me about it anytime. I have grown the stuff for decades.

You want comphrey root cuttings since its hard to grow by seed! "Symphytum officinale" is what you want.

LOOK IT UP!

 

[FidelCashflow]

To all scarfacecels!!!

Get yourself some LIVE COMPHREY PLANTS and some EPSOM SALT. Wash your face with Epsom salt water every day. Its magnesium sulphate. Leave it on your face. (It doesn't burn like magnesium chloride)

Grow the comphrey plants in a planter or outside. At night rub the fresh leaves on your face. Leave it on all night! Wash it off in the morning. Then put on some EPSOM salt water on your face and leave it.

THERE is no reason to believe me other than I say so! But. RESEARCH THE STUFF and you will find out for yourself.

It's really cheap and grows anywhere.
If you buy it dry, get organic if you can. But it works best fresh... It's a wonder herb! Hated by drs.

Epson salt can be found in drug stores and plant stores. Its cheaper at plant stores! I bought 5#'s off season for $2.50usd!

Feel free to ask me about it anytime. I have grown the stuff for decades.

You want comphrey root cuttings since its hard to grow by seed! "Symphytum officinale" is what you want.

LOOK IT UP!

Cooooooppppppeeeeee.
The only cure for acne scars is a shotgun blast to the face

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

If you REALLY think you could change it, go on looksmax, otherwise, you are here to stay and lots of people here understand what you are going through and we will always be here if you want to vent or talk to someone

 

[Emba]

Cooooooppppppeeeeee.
The only cure for acne scars is a shotgun blast to the face

Let me know how that works out for you ... Go back to the kiddy table son, us adultcels are talking.

 

[kikecel]

Fuck bro, i feel you.
I have no will to live too and i feel like this place is the only place i can come around to vent

 

[Transcended Trucel]

brutal. I would consider you wear the Corona virus facemask and sunglasses when u go out

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

That's really brutal. I have seen people with acne scars and they look horrible. You had some bad luck OP

 

[NEETard]

My acne scars are probably worse and i have them on my chest and back too

 

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[Deleted member 23820]

I am always suicidal.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

ded srs?

 

[TheSecondComing]

Sounds like its pretty over ngl

 

[muharremabi]

I have subhuman scars too, though not due to acne but they're severe enough and theres no treatment for these scars. I hate having a shitty skin and deformed Jaw. The combination of both ruined my life. Its over.

 

[Deleted member 9301]

Don’t kill yourself heres a follow

 

[Ricecel X]

I have some pretty shitty acne scarring too. I have considered laser treatments, but I've been too lazy and unmotivated to do so for years. Also I don't think it would actually help significantly since the rest of my face is shit anyways.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

OP I’ve felt this way for nearly a decade

 

[Ghost]

This is the only place where I can vent and let my anger out. Nobody gives a fuck about my problems, and I don't expect anyone to give a fuck anyway. My acne scarring destroyed me both physically and mentally. I tried everything to no avail, nothing is working, and my scars are looking worse each passing year. I know most of you guys are thanking god that you don't have acne scars and will porbably leave a generic reply to postmaxx, but I can't help but vent, I have nobody to talk to about this shit, I just keep it to myself until I have a mental breakdown. I never got to enjoy a single day of clear skin IN MY ENITRE POST PUBERTY LIFE. Last month I did a treatment where they injected tiny red hot needles all over my face to stimulate collagen production and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD to the point where I cried from the pain like a bitch in my car afterwards, the first time I cried in 13+ years. Just last week a fucking faggot told me that I should do something about my scars, I wanted to choke him right then and there so bad. Everytime I get close to anyone, I can see their eyes homing in on my cheeks with a look of disgust. This doesn't happen rarely, IT HAPPENS EVERY SINGLE TIME.

I've reached my breaking point, I did nothing to deserve this. I have to live the rest of my life with scars on my face while everyone looks at me with disgust and replusiveness, just because of my subhuman skin genetics. I just rot in my room all day, and only leave the house at 2am to get food, then go to class in the morning and sit alone and away from everyone. No living, sentient, conscious thing should endure this existence, an existence where you are forced to participate in a society that finds you puke inducing, and express no reluctancy to show it and say it to your face everyday.

Just think about the eternal hellfire or multiple lifetimes of bad karma to pay...

That's the result of suicide