SuicideFuel Extreme Jealousy and hatred for Neurotypicals, and helplessly stuck

[GodOfScorn]

For all my life I have seen everyone around me succeed and advance in life while I am being used by family, living in suicidal loneliness and hatred, and also being told by family that I have the ability to do great things even though I personaly know my limitations, in addition to my IQ test results showing that I am infact incapable of doing even mediocre things. All I live off of now are extremely dark and fucked up thoughts and desires to keep my diminishing composure from unraveling. I spend all day working a shitty, no pay job, going to the gym, and watching bestgore.fun, while knowing I am incapable of getting anywhere in life except for prison, a hospital, mental ward, or the fucking grave. What the fuck can a low iq, unattractive, high functioning autistic, goth emo, schizo, skill-less cunt, like me do???

 

[Lonelyus]

I finished 7+ years of work, College and what did it get me? NOWHERE, I resigned to NEETdom, Fuck this autistic life!

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

NOWHERE

It's tiring to post links constantly.

 

[GodOfScorn]

I finished 7+ years of work, College and what did it get me? NOWHERE, I resigned to NEETdom, Fuck this autistic life!

Good for you, but I cant live in Neetdom, my family demands that I work, and also I want to be independant.

 

[Lonelyus]

Good for you, but I cant live in Neetdom, my family demands that I work, and also I want to be independant.

Dude, You have to fight them tooth and nail, Mine would basically ship me off to work on no sleep i almost fainted once or actually more than once!

 

[ElTruecel]

I wish I was NT I hate being non NT so much

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Dude, You have to fight them tooth and nail, Mine would basically ship me off to work on no sleep i almost fainted once or actually more than once!

 

[GodOfScorn]

I wish I was NT I hate being non NT so much

Yah, same. I hate them so so so much, yet wish I was them.

 

[zephyr]

For all my life I have seen everyone around me succeed and advance in life while I am being used by family, living in suicidal loneliness and hatred, and also being told by family that I have the ability to do great things even though I personaly know my limitations, in addition to my IQ test results showing that I am infact incapable of doing even mediocre things. All I live off of now are extremely dark and fucked up thoughts and desires to keep my diminishing composure from unraveling. I spend all day working a shitty, no pay job, going to the gym, and watching bestgore.fun, while knowing I am incapable of getting anywhere in life except for prison, a hospital, mental ward, or the fucking grave. What the fuck can a low iq, unattractive, high functioning autistic, goth emo, schizo, skill-less cunt, like me do???

A no pay Job. Gym and help around the House it seems.

Based for watching bestgore.fun. I watch Kaotic. It's good to have perspective & enjoy actual adult entertainment. Just gets a bit awkward sometimes that family think you only watch Nerdy $hit all day.

 

[GodOfScorn]

A no pay Job. Gym and help around the House it seems.

Based for watching bestgore.fun. I watch Kaotic. It's good to have perspective & enjoy actual adult entertainment. Just gets a bit awkward sometimes that family think you only watch Nerdy $hit all day.

Haha yep. My family thinks I am a soft, harmless, inoccent fool.

 

[zephyr]

Haha yep. My family thinks I am a soft, harmless, inoccent fool.

I get the impression you're like me. Borderline Autistic